Today, woke up, called Naka, he said 2. Went to the bus stop at 2, no sign of him. 3 hours pass. NO FREKIN' SIGN OF HIM. So, return the uniform by myself. Then waited again, no sign of him. Took 61 to Sunset way. And went home. And it sucks to be me right now. This irritating part of me has come back. I can't get hold of my temper. Nowadays, I get angry pretty easily. It's like there's this very uncomfortable feeling in me, once I get angry. Just now, I just rammed the damn xbox with it's controller. Shit man. Shit. I just need some alone time. Can't handle too many people. Don't ask me why I'm quiet. It gets irritating. Cause when I talk, nothing good comes out. I can't help why friends don't tell me stuff, like how friends do. I can't help why people get pissed with me. I can't help why mom and dad talk to me like, as if I'm some big-boss-stranger. I can't help why I'm colorblind. It really really really sucks to be meeeee. I'm always left alone. So frustratingg!