So, would this be the end, girl? It ends silently. Like me. It ended just as we were recovering. And till now, I just don't get what stop it. What can I say? We were never lovers but more than friends.
Hopefully, you'll choose your move wisely the next time. I can't do anything to get it all back. Besides, I'm just a substitute.....

Sunday

So, went for the morning service. Came home, edited the videos uploaded the pics. Guess what! Tomorrow's an off-day! Naka has an off-day too! And so does Qi Yun! Hmm, wonder what we'll do? Oh! I guess we could skate! Duh! Why didn't I think of that!...... Yea, so citylink tomorrow. And Thursday another off, so maybe the bbq will be on that day? If not we'll skate, cause Qi Yun might be off. Haha! HaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

L-o-v-e, just another word I'll never learn to pronounce

Back from Malaysia,

To sum it all up, that, was the best damn thing that I experienced. So, thank you all for coming. I guess, I'll start uploading the stuff now. So many funny things happened. So, next stop will be Shanghai? Cheeeeenaaaaaa! Yea, so got to start work again. And there were Macbeth's in Malaysia. I've got to save money for that! Wallisterrrrrr. And, I guess there's gonna be a bbq. So, hopefully, I can get an off-day. Cheeeeeeeeeowwwwwsss! Gotta start on the video.

Monday

So, today stayed home, packed, went for dental, got red. And so, this time we've worked for, this time we've dreamed for........People let's take a moment to commemorate this time. This precious time we're about to experience. Ok, we will have fun.

ZHI SIAN PLEASE PICK UP THE PHONE LA!

sunday,

Today, was tiring. And my pants were loose. Had no money for lunch. And Malaysia's on Tuesday. Tomorrow I've got dental, prolly getting red. So, I'm going to pack my stuff tomorrow.

I never wanted to say this,
You never wanted to stay, well did you?
I put my faith in you, so much faith,
And then you just threw it away.

Saturday,

Today, woke up at 10 something, cause Muzz sms-ed me, but didn't bother to reply. Then, used the com. Downloaded the new killers album and paramore's too. Both sound good! Then went to meet Naka at the Ayer Raj skate spot (such cool spot names). Then the sky was dark, it rained, we still skate. And it stopped shortly after. Well, I can half-cab flip heel and Fs half-nab. For those who don't know what I'm talking about. I'll sum it off for you, I'm getting better! K, whatever. Then took 51 to west coast park. Passed by West Coast Plaza, formerly Ginza Plaza. Used to go there whenever I'm bored at home. It changed so much. Like there's New York New York, Thai Express and many more middle-class shops. Seriously changed. Saw grass patches. So, maybe the place is skate-able. Then skate-ed at West Coast park. Then it got dark, so went home. Naka cab home.
I'll go bathe and make the video NOWW! Oww! wwwwoooooo!................................MALAYSIA!

Friday,

So, today, was ok, did much of everything. Woke up late, got there early. Then there was a Ikea party/celebration going on. But didn't had time to go. So, I think, tomorrow gonna skate with Naka. Finish off the first tape. Then, this coming Tuesday.........I know, You know, I know, you knooooww.
Then there's gonna be a bbq, I guess.

Thurs

So er, today wasn't that cool, was a little late. Saw the two new guys, seems cool to hang out with them. Then I don't know for what reason, but I volunteered to stay back, to sort out hardwares. Naka also. Till shop closes, and we ended at around 12 plus. Shared a cab with Naka, thank you Naka. But the driver drive so fast. So, home by 12.50. So tomorrow, is a full shift. It's gonna be tiring. Then Sat, skate. Then........Tuesday.........MALAYSIA!!!!!! Ohh, I cut my finger, and blood just keep pouring out. It was a gruesome sight. Seriously, it bled non-stop. K, I'm off.

Dreams should last a long time,
This is not what I'd call goodbye.

Wednesday,

So today, last minute skate sesh. Woke up at 11. Met Qi Yun at like 11 something. Then took 106. Went to park. Not that much, so skate alot. Pretty hot, wore black, so even hot. Then kept skating, played S.K.A.T.E with firduas brother, I think. Crazy guy and Qi Yun played also. Aiya, was too tired. So, can't do that much, so continued skating, then Jacob came. Er, skate, skate, skate. Then they wanted to eat, so went over to Cine. Then went to skate at some pad. Then it rained. went across, to take 143 but I remembered I left my mp3 with yun. So went back. then went to Taka, was so drenched. Then dry ourselves. Went to Kinokuniya, to find Bianca. But never see her. So went to Mac's to meet Zhi Sian. Then ordered double cheeseburger meal. Then took 143 home. So, tomorrow's a full shift. Malaysia gets nearer each day, are WE prepared? Then there's also N level result to worry about. Me is scared.


Creative

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night

The Party Music

Got to watch it, hope it doesn't happen in prom night, ahaha!

Tuesday,

So, today, woke up at 12, suppose to meet at 12. And Jz was coming, we made him wait. So, err, Met Naka at the bus stop. Then went to Funan, Challenger, to get the firewire. Then Jz met us there. So, went to eat at the food court. Had Mutton curry set, yum-yum. So, went to check on the new skate shop, Interstate, or something like that. Then, chilled. Then went to memo. Naka discovers he left his shoes at the shop. Skate, film, skate. So, err, got bored. Went to Citylink. So, skate-ed. Landed heelflip. Then went over to 7-11. Then went back. Skate-ed, played S.K.A.T.E, landed varial kickflip, half-cab flip. Yea, I'm getting better. Surprisingly, my shoes show no damages on the side, with all those flipping. Yea, went back to Interstate. Then went home. The mini-dv kills. Trying to get it to the right format. So, Malaysia's coming very soon. All get ready! Please! Someone, Zhi Sian, call, thank you! Tomorrow, is yet another off-day! Hooray!

And you have destroyed me.
Things don't happen like they used too,
anymore.

Monday,

So, today was a full shift, woke up late. Cause neighbours was drilling the bloody wall. Can't hear alarm. So woke up, so my phone. Like it was 10:11. And I just jumped out, and change and all. Crazy la, no money take taxi. Then err, work was normal. Then there's this funny lady, I guess she saw my name, then asked if I cut hair. Quite weird. Then ask what school, and I said Fairfield. Then she smiled. Then she sang like the school hymn and school song. So funny. Then I asked if she was a Fairsian. And she said 100% fairsian. Crazy, man! What has Fairfield done to you? Then from then on, she keeps calling me fairsian. Then worked till 10:14! Counted as early! Yea, so, here I am, once again.........(Kelly Clarkson) So, tomorrow skate, with Naka and JZ! So err, my laptop doesn't have a firewire port. Shiotz! Then I need to get a firewire tomorrow. Malaysia is so very soon. I'm egg-cited. Are you?

Sony,

Give me time, and it wouldn't be messy.

To record the impossible of us, I give you.....SONY!

(Should sell this phrase to Sony.)

Sunday

So, today, went church for DG, it's ok. Then went back home to sleep, felt very sleepy. Then woke up at around 1 something. Then went back for JYM. Then at 5, met Naka at the mrt station. Went to city hall. Thought there was some I.T fair. But noooo, it's a food fair and some home electronics fair. So, went to Funan. Quite quiet, shops were closing down. So, rushed to the sony shop. Asked about the cam. Different Questions. And then, finally, I bought it. Like it's cool I guess. Pretty light. So can't decide whether to go Go Sports OG to get shoes, Naka, not me. But no, so went home. I think like Sunday is a off day for foreign workers. So alot of workers in the bus. Packed. So, yea, this Tuesday, try out the new cam, man! Tomorrow's a full shift....

Saturday.

Today worked, worked, woke up with aches. While in the carpark, saw Glenn and Claudia. Changed, I guess I was early. Waited at the Mpu Counter. Boring. Then the supervisor asked me to go "As-Is". So have to carry stuff, sell stuff. And talk to customers. Asking plenty of questions. And that girl smokes? Sad man:( Then had Chicken Briyani. And from then on, time flew very fast. I went home. Maybe I'll go check the I.T fair with Naka. Cause we're off. And going church, after so long. My brother's playing electric tomorrow. My Brothaaaaaa.

Friday,

Emericaaaaaaaaa.

Ignore the Nike, here's Emerica!

Today, woke up at 11, used the com, changed, get ready. Took 183 to Qi Yun's. Called him, he just woke up, so have to wait for him. Met him. Took 14, stopped at that far-east stop. Went to Far East Plaza, but Zhi Sian insisted on eating lunch first. So, went Past mania. Had some baked rice thing. They waited till 2 to eat, cause it's student meal from 2-5. So had to wait for them to finish. Then walked around in Far East, but nothing nice, saw Top Hats, element shirts, they looked nice. So, went out, drizzled abit. Went to park for a while. I can't skate properly. So, fell, got a new cut. Fresh! Then my left leg felt funny. Felt like I can't control it. Panic! Cause I thought I tore my muscle or something. But it turned out fine. So went Go Sports, cause thought it was raining. Go sports had cheap shoes. But I hated the colors, and it had too much designs. So got nothing. So I stuck with the original plan. Went to Queensway, Limited Edt. Got the Emerica's. Looking good! But the Nike Sb's were nice. They cost $99 though. So, after that, went to Commonwealth Carpark. It's been a long time. Many wonderful memories were made there. And I improved tremendously, haha, sound like report book. Can heelflip/kickflip like forever. Manual longer, ollie the pads. Half-cab flip again! And me and Qi Yun played S.K.A.T.E. I won, obviously, haha! With a Fakie 360 Pop-shove it! Yea! We played harder tricks. I guess, not skating for a long time makes you better:D So I thought the pop shove it was lucky. But I did it again! Ahahaha! Took bus home with Qi Yun then 183 back home again. Tomorrow, it's a morning shift. Not that bad. Naka got a afternoon shift. So, hopefully Zhi Sian can come Malaysia. And Naka and Qi Yun will get well soon. Er...Get Well Soon! SSSSSSSSHIIIIIIIIIIIIYOOOOO!

Will I ever get to hear from you again?

Thursdayyyy,

Sucks la, no full-timers to help, almost everything I have to do. Morning, I was the only one there. But got others later on. Two new people joining I think? Looked like bengs. Closing was fast. And so tomorrow, go buy shoes! Naka has to work! Ahaha! And skate tomorrow, I guess? If it doesn't rain. Malaysia, coming, very soon. It's a flash!

Ok, that ice curry must have done something to my stomach.

Wednesday,

So, today was ok. Did half of everything. Had Curry Veggie with chicken from Ikea, cause it was raining. Too lazy for Anchorpoint and ABC. Then Naka is a little sick. But he went off first anyway. So there's only 3 people. tiring. So I left Ikea at 11. And I'm home now. Tomorrow is a full shift, 10-10. It kills. Lonely again. I need to sleep early, I guess? 8 o'clock in the morningggggg. And Friday get shoes and maybe skate, with Yun-man. I turn down all those special work offers for a time with Qi Yun. Haixx. We've all lost contact. Whatever, Goodnight!

Relax! Relax! I just saved, 50% on my, BABY OSTRICH!

She said
"Don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are dime a dozen
Boys like you are dime a dozen"
She said
"You're a touch overrated,
You're a lush and I hate it,
But these grass stains on my knees
They won't mean a thing"

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to, the truth
Is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)

Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)

To say goodnight, just like a dove.

A blue, black shade of love.
Sent from above.
My hands are tied, two worlds alone,
And this I know.
Your breath's like wine,
And just like clouds, my skin crawls.
It's so divine, the sky it glows with fields of light.

Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive.
And I'll love you,
Until the end of time.

My hands shake clasped with fear,
As you come near
To say goodnight, just like a dove.
A peaceful sign.
To help us by.
As you come in.
Let this begin.
Stars fall like dust, our lips will touch.
We speak too much.

Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive.
And I'll love you,
Until the end of time.

Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive.
And I'll love you,
Until the end of time.

I've got a lot to say, if you will let me
It's always hard, when you're around me
But here right now, there's interest in your eyes
So hear me out, and hear this the first time

That I... love you (come and lay with me)
That I... love you (and all this day)
And I... love you (you make me feel alive)
That I... love you
Till the end of time

Tuesday.

So, yea, today is one of the terrible days, I guess. This stupid old fag. Called his number, but he didn't come and collect. Even Naka saw what happened. Then he came later on, and raged at me. So, he's like trying to tell me I'm useless, he's right, blah blah blah. Like he insulted me and Naka, coconut-heads, useless part-timers, f**ked-up young boys, he can be our grandfather and all. So, I was too stressed, so answer back and argued. Then he got me so pissed. Keep lecturing me, telling me, he's right. Seriously la, we're busy with other customers, so we've got no time for your hairy, saggy ass. Whats worst, he told me I can't suck a dick, and I'm just a part-timer, and just to accept things. It's not like you can suck a dick right! Unless you're gay. Rest assured, I have pity on you, gay uncle. I was just about to shove him aside. But one full-timer, came to stop me. Then he told the customer, he's right and all. Wah lau, accept his insults and move on. Then after all those crap. He told me not to take it to heart. So, he signed the papers, but his hands were shaking. Can tell he's scared. Maybe it's cause I kept getting close to him. I know la, gay right!
Can't take it, went to the back. So, that's why I hate serving people. They get to take advantage of you, and you can't do anything about it. I don't mind getting fired for kicking him in the nuts. And so, during lunch saw fairsians, church friend and cousin. How, coincidental! "OH! You're in Ikea!"

MONday,

So, today, was a full shift, very tiring, my legs ache now. Woke up at 8, then shower, then it was raining. Had to bring umbrella, but, nope, still got wet. Pants was wet, shoes too. So, got a angry customer, and then, one guy from my department lost his temper and shouted back. So, the customer shut up and kept quiet. Ahaha! Pure ownage. K, I'm gay. And I'm tired. Tomorrow is a morning shift. 10-715. It's killing me. This Friday, get shoesssssss!

Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies.

Sunday,

So, today was very tiring, cause it's a Sunday, and everyone must get something from Ikea. But hey, look on the bright side! AVA's coming to Sing! Going Malaysia to skate! So, this colleague, Amri, also wants to go AVA concert. Like, seriously, can't stop thinking about it. Hope they'll be a autograph session. Aiya, tomorrow full shift. Now, I need to rest.

It's you, I can't deny.

Angels and Airwaves!

Shit, oh shit! Oh shit! Angels and Airwaves are coming to Singapore!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!! 7Dec! This, I must go! For sure my bro wants to go too. AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGELS AND AIRWAVES! This would be better than Taste Of Chaos!!!! It's today btw. But heck la! AVA!!!!!!!!!!


AVA 'Live' in Singapore
Date: December 7, 2008
Time: 7.30pm
Venue: University Cultural Centre Hall, NUS
Tickets: $85, $100 and $125.

WAHHHH!!! Use my brother's savings if I have to.
And once again,
ANGELS AND AIRWAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TOM DELONGE!!!!!!!CALL TO ARMS!!!!!!!!!!
If that day, I'm working? I'm gonna skip it. Come on, it's Angels and Airwaves!

Friday,

So, today, did counter job, like almost the whole day. And after work, went for dental. Tomorrow, I'm gonna stay at home, cause it's a off-day. So I must rest, remove the eye-bags, the aching legs and the painful head-aches. Malaysia is coming soon. I'm going to get a shoe soon. And most likely a mini-dv cam:DD My light's spoilt, flashing like a disco light. haha! End.

It's a Thursday, and my life right now, is friggin' frustrating.

Ok, there's disappointments and frustrations in my life already. And today, it just had to add on.
Right so, Naka got like $120 plus for his pay, but that's still little. And me? I've only got $88.75. I know I'm a total loser. All those sweat, long nights and scoldings! Gone down the drain! I even had cold and still went to work! Sucks la! I'm gonna ask the supervisor tomorrow! And Naka spent his pay on a element board. Maybe I'm gonna get shoes. Maybe Vans, maybe emerica, maybe circa.
Frustrated:( Real bad. Plenty of things I'm frustrated with. I wish I wasn't. So tomorrow, it's a morning shift, and I've got dental, planning for pink again. I'm such a loser.

"Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on,
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin with."

I guess you're going to act as if nothing ever happened.
And move on, doing what you want.

disappointed/troubled/lost/puzzled

FFAF

Wednesday.

So, today, it rained a little. Then met Qi Yun opposite his bus stop. Then took 14. And then, Damia joined. And ate at Marina. Then Zhi Sian came. Then went Citylink, to skate. Landed the heel on the hip. And landed half-cab flip twice. And and kickflip down the bank. Yay! I'm improving! Leveling up! Then bought latte and water. Headed to memo, and slacked there. Then went to Old Chang Kee. Bought nuggets. Took 166 then stopped at vivo then took 143......
Tomorrow have work again. And it's a full shift, a X, 10-10. Sucks la, but there's Naka! yaaaaaay!
Maaaaalaaaayyyysiaaaaaaaaaaaa, trueeeleeeeeeeeee aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssiiiiaaaaaaa!

Woah-oh!

Indie Rock,

Is the shizzzz,

ifeellikejoiningaindieband!

Tuesday,

Good indie album.

And so, woke up at around 1145, then changed and went Dover. Bought strepsils and latte. What a combo! Waited at the bus stop, the primary school end, so damn crowded. Talked to some small boy about skateboards. Then Naka call, and he was behind me. Then saw Elize, Bianca and Johnson, while going into the bus. And board the bus, many Acs-ians, or whatever. Stop oppostie Wisma, to check on Yun-man. Then can't get their attention, but Aloysius saw us. So went to Yoshi opposite. We could have worked there, now it's filled with girls. Then Yun-ge saw us. Waved at him, he wave back. Then went on to park. Never do that much. Then it started getting darker. So we took a mrt to City hall/memo. Then skate-ed memo, grind, flip and all. Not that hot. Then Mat-skaters came. So me and Naka decided to skate "newbie" style. Which was, switch! They showed a "haha, you suck" face. Well, laugh all you want! Then we skate-ed normal. And the faces changed. I know la! A little show off cannot ah?! Then it rained. So went citylink. Quite fun, I don't know why.
Keep heel-flipping. Then some indian guy came, telling the mats not to skate. Obviously, Naka started to leave. Then we went up and waited, and came back down again. The indian guy claims he's a police man and started talking crap about schoolboys. And it's obvious, he's drunk. He's eyes was red and he can't point at my board properly. So we went off. And he join the break-dancers. Went esplanade, then funan, check on mini-dv's but they only sell sony. So maybe, it'll be sony. Then walked the whole Peninsula area, including opposite. Then ate. Saw alot of nice stuff. Old stuff:DD Then took 166 home. Tomorrow, prolly skate with Qi Yun, Naka got work. ahaha! And it's another X on Thursday. Full shiftsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssucks.
That'll be all, ya'll. Hollaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaah!
Hopefully, my first pay would come sooon, boons.

Spot the sun's face, he's in pain!

Monday,

So, today, was a full shift. Friggin' boring. So, I did counter job most of the time. Quite fun actually. So, tomorrow skating with Pragash! yay! Skate! skate! saaaakaaate! Yup, so that's about it. SKATE! where's Muzz?


ISMFOF

Sunday,

So, today woke up at 8? Then sleep again. Then went to work. While walking saw......maybe, I'm wrong. Cause I wasn't properly awake, should have slept early last night. Maybe it is, maybe not. So, just walk on, it case it's wrong.
Then it was bloody hell long day at work. Then at one time, had to throw stuff away. Saw a pair of wheels, and I took it! Gonna find a plank tomorrow. Er, ate at ABC food court, then chill at some Malay wedding. Tomorrow.......X! Full day.

So, maybe it was you?
Maybe you're somewhere doing your Sunday walks.
Hope to see you soon, maybe.

Saturday,

Today woke up pretty early, then went for work, then came home. So, Malaysia how? How? HOW!

Have you forgotten about me?
I don't want to be like them.