Just another year, 2008 is filled with stress, a little fun, some arguements/fights, confusions, liesss, loneliness, basically bad stuff....Hopefully, 2009 will be something better, more fun, less stress/worries. And for friends to stick together. So, just now, was pretty fun. Bought a neck strap for Yashica. And Naka left. Met the three later. Was getting packed. Ate dinner. And waited at one random spot. Move on to another spot later on. Then me and Zhi Sian bought ice-cream and drinks. Takes like freakin' 10 mins to pay for the stuff. So, yea, fireworks came. Everyone screamed. Including me, Qi Yun, Zhi Sian. Took pics, the epic part was, when I'm rewinding the film, it got stuck. So I used my strength, and the long film paper slip got ripped apart from the canister. So, the pics, gone....:( Real sad. So, a new day, a new lifeee, new friends, it's a new David.....maybe.
It just made me wonder how, now, I'm like one of those ex's you used to tell me about.
"If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell." Haha! Oh well!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Ooo...
Aahh....
So today, got a sms from Qi Yun at 10, saying the cycling was cancelled and going to skate and watch movie. But he wanted to sleep longer till 11. Then I went back to sleep also. Woke up at 11. Got a call from Naka. So I got ready. And ate lunch. Took quite a while. Met them at around 2? Yea, then went to Citylink. Watch them eat lunch. Yea, then met Bianca at the Cinema. She came with her sis. By then, it was 4:47. Bedtime story starts at 4:40. Yea, so bought the tickets then went in. But it was showing the advertisements. So, the movie was good. Ended at 6 something. Went to citylink to skate. Kickflips are getting good. So are the bs 180 ollies. And the half-nabs. Yay! Then bought stuff and went home. Tomorrow gonna skate, I think. ITE's complicated.
And all the times you promised me that everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken
Yea, so, went for the interview. Waited quite a while. No chinese boy, only me. So, if im in, have to go get uniform, looks stupid. Have to go medical check-up too. Then met Naka at bus stop. Went to park. Skate. Then skate all the way to SMU. Had hot dog, and choc milkshake. Then went to skate at the other, saw some nerd in a Mask Rider suit. Damn gay. Posing in all those "cool" poses. Then went to esplanade. On the way saw some ex Ikea colleague. Then went to skate at Citylink. Skate-ed for a long while. Naka lands his tre-flip. But it's all tycooo. Then I can do a few stuff. Then some people came. Then police came , three of them, like in front of me. Then I pop-shove it and turn around. And we all ran. Naka was holding my holga, and the lens cap dropped off. Have to trace the way we walk. All the way back. But it was on the grass. Then went to penin. Naka got shoes for Yana. haha! Then looked at cams. Then went home. Tomorrow, I don't know if I will go cycling. Cause I only want to skate.
No.5 An alternative to MCR, they've changed. No.4 Really addicting. No.3 Sec 2, still listening to it. No.2 Oooo, Adam Lazzaraaaaaaa. No.1 Now, everyone who has this song, this he/she is cool.
End of the World.
Today, went to church, left at like 2, didn't go for the special party thing. Then went to hunt down thee stupid Yashica battery. Found it at Sim Lim square. Found Triple D also. Nice filmss. Then came home and "skate". Tomorrow, I'm going for the interview, hopes I get in. Seriously. Maybe have to go medical check-up, if possible I'll go another day. Then Qi Yun will check his pay, if there's nothing, it'll only be me and Naka, again. If not, no skating. 5th of January, and everything will be different. So fast.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Today, can't wake Naka up early. Can't return uniform. Can't refund the batteries I bought wrongly. Can't find the correct ones. Can't get cheaper lunch. Can't do new tricks. Can't make specs stay in one position. Can't get home on time. I'll go "skate".
Friday, December 26, 2008
Slacker mode today, played xbox the whole time. Tomorrow returning the uniform and all. Then prolly go skate.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
There it is!
So, today, went to church. Then went to meet Qi Yun. Then went to skate, went to meet the camera guy, got the cam. Yaaashiiicaaaa. Then went to eat. Skate, skate, skate. Then they went to Bianca's house. Went home. Went out for dinner. Now, Yashica needs some modifications which I'll do tomorrow. And maybe skate. I'm getting stress about ITE. Why oh Why!
Melli Klistmas!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
So, today was work again, but it's for the last time! Yea, so in the night, it was me and another guy. 2 people. I suffered. Then ate turkey and Christmas food for dinner. Cause my department bought them. Yucks. Awfully Chocolate log cake sucks. Seriously, awwfull. Then yea, tomorrow, I'm meeting some stranger and getting a camera from him. It's a rangefinder btw! Damn cools. But maybe I can't go to the movie with them. And Bianca's house. Cause I wanna stay home for Christmas:D
Woke up, at 830. Was pretty tired. Went to work. The supervisor wanted to force Naka to stay till 10. I turned his gay jokes into insults. Bet his somehow, pissed. HAHA! Fagg! I don't care if you fire me, my last day's tomorrow, so I'll be very happy to leave early. Yea, went to collect photos. Very little. Guess some are spoilt. After that, went home. Tomorrow's my last day at IKEA:D And why hasn't Breadtalk called?
Monday, December 22, 2008
Today, wake up, go buy Ea skate, come home. Tomorrow, going to work, 10-4, and then collect photos. Now, play Ea skate:D
Sunday, December 21, 2008
EA Skate 2 only comes out in 2009? I HATE YOU!
So, today, woke up at 10, slept at 3. Chiong-ed on the xbox. So Fun! Then went to work. Boring. Then waited for some lady. Cause she wanted to check the box. Yea, so, now, I don't care about ITE anyway. So, I randomly placed my choices for full-time courses. I've got no hope, whatsoever. So, tomorrow, I'm gonna get my pics if they're ready. Get new roll maybe? Then get Ea Skate, the wireless hub thingy, and if there's still money, another game. Then after that, there's dental. But before that, I've gotta call for a interview. Hopefully, I'll get pass it. And not go through all the hassle of full-time courses. ITE SUCKS.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
So, today, woke up at like 1. Felt aches all over. Then walk out....Saw a few bags. Huh! It's a Xbox 360! Yea, Dad bought it. He's playing it now. I haven't started. So, work was fine. Then, I'm home now. Eating ABC soup. So, tomorrow, I've got work, again. Trying to quit this Friday or something. So, I'll go play.
Friday, December 19, 2008
Sliiiidess!
So, woke up at 7, slept at 4. Damn sleepy. Then went to get ready. Called Muzz. Then went to Dover ITE. Talk was boring. So now, me and Muzz must make a call on Monday with Breadtalk for an interview. It's part of the traineeship. Yea, if I can't make it there's still time to change. To do full-time course. So, after that, waited for like 2hrs, then Naka called back. So, went up to his house. Then went to take a MRT. Reached penin. Then got them to develop my film rolls, must collect on Tuesday, but I'll go this Monday evening. Then bought new rolls, and one slide! So egg-cited. So, Naka kept telling me how he wants to get the fisheye 2. Seems nice, but I'm eyeing the Diana. The two new film. Came fresh from the fridge. Felt like as if I'm some professional. Yea, had bryani below. Then went to skate. Used the normal 120 film. So, played S.K.A.T.E as usual. I half-cab flip, first try. Fierce right! Then went to 7-11. Chilled. Went to Victoria theatre. Cause Naka said he'll give me $30 to kickflip down that ledge. But I didn't cause, guards were always chasing us away. Then went to the bank. Now, I can drop in from near the top. Fierce right?! Ahaha. Then used the toilet. Walked to Marina outside. Tried getting up the 3 stairs. Kept trying, land! But didn't roll away. So, did it again! FIERCE RIGHT?! Then threw my board to the wall. Some guy saw, haha, think he's the technician or something. Maybe I'm giving him more work. So, we left to vivo. Went to pageone. The cams are ex. So, went home. Finished the first roll, now trying slides! So, tomorrow start work again. 4-11. I'm so scared for the Breadtalk interview thing. Next Saturday, David's out of IKEA!
So, today, was the day. Woke up at around 9 cause Naka sms-ed me. Then laze around, can't go back to sleep. Ate. Took 200. Met them at the bus stop. So, yea, pretty scared. Went to pee first. Then went to LT again. Then results came out, it came out good. I passed Maths! Then now the problem is, the courses. Just found out that Space Design need color test for the eye. Damn it laaa. I seriously have no idea what to do now. Like half the courses in ITE need to take eye test. I'm disappointed/frustrated/pissed and really sad. Everyone can go to where they want to go. I'm left with little courses. They can laugh, cause they've got what they want. It's all hopelessssssssssssss. So, tomorrow I'll go skate my troubles away. Seriously, it sucks to be me.
Will Francis side project: William Control. His voice isn't that low.
Today, woke up at 12 again. Kept lazing around. Then watch tv. Went to work. Boring laaaa. So, tomorrow is N level result, I'm scared. Hopefully, it'll get me somewhere. Besides, pastry and baking, I might take, architecture/interior space design. I still can't decide what courses to take. There's 4 days to choose. Now, it's only results to worry.
So, woke up at like 12. Slept longer, cause I need the rest, hardly get rest. So, used the com, I guess, I irritated someone too much. Ha. Then went to work. Nothing much. No dinner break, so, starve the whole time. Keep buying hotdogs/curry puff. Then after work, me and Naka went to 7-11 and buy ice-cream like little girls. Yea, so, missed the bus cause of that. Yea, tomorrow's the same shift. It's only next week till I'm out of IKEA. I think they're giving us shorter work time to cut cost. Plain Budget. So tomorrow's the same thing. And thursday, N level reeeesult. I'm scared, seriously. It's like, "The Day After Tomorrow."
Monday, December 15, 2008
The guy sings like a girl, and the girl looks like a boy.
Are there no shadows where you are? I can see everything as day Problems that you try to hide away Pushing me aside (You're pushing me aside)
Could the winter calm come twice? Because your heart seems so cold tonight Thirst for substance somehow isn't right It's killing me inside (It's killing you inside) Killing me inside
I don't wanna be where you are I don't wanna be here even now I don't wanna be by your side something isn't right something isn't right
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can Words have no meaning When I've seen where you've been
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can This is our last goodbye This is where love ends
Are you so naive to right and wrong How could you watch innocence forgone Does what we've done ever really belong? It wasted me away (I feel so wasted away)
God if you can hear me out alright Please take these feelings for her inside My chest hurts when I breathe tonight It's wasting me away (You're wasting me away) You're wasting me away
I don't wanna be where you are I don't wanna be here even now I don't wanna be by your side something isn't right something isn't right
This is our last (This is our last)
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can Words have no meaning When I've seen where you've been
This our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can This is our last goodbye This is where love ends
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can Words have no meaning When I've seen where you've been
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can This is our last goodbye This is where love ends
So, today woke up at 11, suppose to meet at 11. Slept at 5, yeap, so late, why? Cause I wanted to snap pics of sunrise. But, obviously, I failed. Then, got ready fast. Took 200, stopped at school. Cause I thought I was going school, so stupidddddd. Took 198 shortly after. Went to meet Naka, took mrt to Queenstown mrt. Went to park already. Then Qi Yun came. Pretty hot, so ate first. Had wanton noodles. Then went back, just played randomly, didn't feel like skating there, so hot. Then it rained. So took cover under shelter. Qi Yun played psp. I took random videos. Time passed, Qi Yun left. Me and Naka took 111 to Commonwealth carpark. Played manny pads. Got hungry, bought kaya waffle and roasted pork riceee. Then skate again. Filmed abit. Hopefully, it will look good at this month's video. Making a new video, you see? Yea. So, tomorrow's a afternoon shift, but better. 4-11. Haha! YAY! Thursday, I'm scared every single day.
Today wake up early, cause slept early last night, felt like I had my rest. My hair just kept irritating me in the morning. So, had lunch, went to work. It was raining. Then I missed the bus, blind uncle! So had to wait for the next one. Reach there, my umbrella didn't work well. Like, it didn't fully open. Then walked fast. So, reached IKEA, threw the damn umbrella away. Then the rest was boring. Then Bianca came! And she brought the vivtar. So, have to teach her stuff. Then she left. Yeap, tomorrow, going to skate. Then at night, dental! This Thursday....I'll be..."da naaa da naaa naaake! WHAT THE F***K!.........
Tell me another lie, that it's all going to be ok, eating up every word you say, It's starting to taste good.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Well, is this all just too familiar? Does it happened all the time?
And, this morning I woke up at like 10. Suppose to wake up at 9 and meet at 1030. Anyways, went to Dover, Qi Yun came, Naka came. Then went to pay for prom. Never been in the school for a long time. Seems like secondary school life went so fast. Old times, old times. Then took 14 to Somerset. So like, in the bus, I was sitting alone. And later on during the journey. Some girl came to sit next to me. K, so, the girl looked very familiar. But I can't remember. She looked like she was going to say something. But, ahh crap. Have to stop and get down..... Then, park was ok. Tried popping shove its. Then, Naka was doing the pad. Took a while for him to complete the box. So I went after him. And I nearly completed it. Yea, so what, it's first try still. So, went over to eat at Cine. Had korean bbq chicken. Then bought a donut. Then went to try the curbs but it rained so it was wet. And stoned there with the guy playing the weird australian stick instrument thing. Then, went back to park. Then went to follow Qi Yun to go to work. Saw Jacob and Zhi Sian also. Zhi Sian was blowing his nose. So, don't eat at Taka branch. haha! Then went to Kinokuniya, to try find a book. Saw Bianca. And no book. Then went back to park. And went home. I've got work tomorrow. It's a afternoon shift. I must get fired!
The world, has turned, black and cold And I, can't catch my breathe You rehearsed your lines With rhythmic details They match, the pounding in my chest
The summer came and you left me with your words The clever sounds from your mouth They can make me feel so worthless And you say, that I am not enough And through my heart is breaking open Know that I will not be broken
The person you claimed to be, is not who haunts me now The cherished lines behind those brown eyes That you swore were true more times than I can count
So today woke up, felt sleepy. Then yea, rest of the day was boring. I'm losing money. So, tomorrow need go school pay for prom. And like, go skate later on. Yeap, skaaaaaaate. Delivery girl, we need Deliverance! K, that's random.
So, went to clementi. Went to develop film rolls. Went to stage. Skate, fell, injuries appear. And Naka came. Skate the rest of the day. The pictures were nice. Not many came out. So, after that. The rest came. Skate-ed. Like the usual group, now, we don't usually skate together. But, yea, we did today! And went for BBQ. Pretty cool, I guess..... Tomorrow, I've got to work. Full shift. Yeap, it's gonna suck.
And so, this has ended. My mouth shut. My eyes closed. My ears covered. You, Gone.
So, woke up like 2 hours before work starts. Then went to work. Boring. Nothing much happened. Then went home at 10. Pretty early, don't know why. Then took 33. I saw Aloysius, I think. Cheese prata. Maybe he was acting cool or something. Then gonna go Clementi. Develop rolls. Meet the rest there. Qi Yun's gonna get a electric guitar. Jacob and Muzz are going to get their pay. And me and Naka, again. Going to use Holga tomorrow. Yaaaaaaaaaaaay!
SO! Today, was a great day. Woke up late, cause slept late. Then met Naka. Took 14 to Somerset. Pretty fun, but I think I pulled my shin muscle. Then ate at Koufu's at Cine. Then went over to Go Sports. And got nothing. Then skate to SMU, had Oreo Cappuccino. Yeap, tasted good. Then played there. Me and Naka can clear the grass gap. And I can 180 down 3! Then got chased out. So we skate-ed all the way to penin. Great way to save money. Then bought jeans. Naka bought a shirt and a beanie. Saw JZ. And so, with no hesistation, I bought the red Holga at Ruby's. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I'm so happy. Pretty cool. Must go out picture-taking again, one day. So yea, went to skate at memo/citylink/memo. So, I'm left with some cash, I'll hold on to it first. Prolly save for Macbeth's or something. Today was a fun fun day. Hol, hol, hol, gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Tomorrow got work. Boring. And next thurs......N' level results. I'm scared. Need to choose a course quickerlee.
So, today, went to work. And it was crowded. And my feet hurts. So, some of the class people should be at Johnson's Chalet, enjoying themselves. But, fret not, David........Tomorrow, I'm gonna spend my payyyyyy!!!! And go skateeeee!!!! Best thing is, it's with Nakaaaaaaaa. Yea, so, we're the cool kids, cool kids, cool kids, let me hear you say, cool kids. COOL KIDS. I'm gay.
So today, woke up early for work. Then work was normal. Wasn't that crowded in the morning. And lunch had some lame rice set. Then, saw some fairfield girl. 3I. Yeap, then Naka came. He got his psp already. Then dinner was cool. Cause didn't have to spend money. The supervisor treated us to some chinese restaurant. Like $68 for 4 people. Yeap, quite nice, but I think Naka didn't like it. And so, tomorrow have to work in the afternoon. But it's double I think. Cause you know Hari Raya. But it may be bad. Cause like half of Ikea consists of Malays. So, yea, may be left with the indians and chinese. And I'm listening to MCR again. Weeeeeeee!
So, today, woke at around 2 plus. Yeap, was too tired. Then my pay's $776.38, not $942.88. So, I'll get a red Holga and maybe another unknown cam, good, china brand films. Then, two jeans and the rest for unknown circumstances. And so, Dad came back, and ask me to go skate. Yea, so, was bored so decided to go. He used the longboard. And he used the helmet. Then headed to West Coast park. And skate around. He can do slopes already. And it rained, we went home. And I'm here. So, tomorrow, I've got a full shift. Wonder what's going to happen. You knowwww, Sundays!
So, today, was ok. Woke up watched Spongebob. Some atlantis thing. Then went to work. Was 10 min late. So, stayed in lift, damn boring. Then like now, I'm like listening to Katy Perry and Pink all the time. Gay right. Ya, received pay slip, I'm not sure if it's 776 or 942. I hope it's 942. Cause you know, more money, more stuff. Yea whatever. Then I had to sort the whole big shelf of hardware by myself. Pretty boring. Can't finish. Then went home. So, yea, tomorrow I'm gonna slack the whole day. Unless, someone can skate with me. Hmmm, what should I get???? Holgaaaaaaaaaaaa. Still need to develop those two films in the fridge. So, that's it.
Can we get on with it? We both need to go our separate ways, And never be seen again, Your eyes tell lies you mouth can never spill.
So, today, went to Dover ITE. To check on my eyes. Sucks, I failed. Hopelesssssss. Then met Naka at bus stop, saw Johnson. Then took 14 with Qi Yun inside. Then it rained stopped opposite suntec. Then took a cab, on big round to Esplanade. haha! Then skate. Then meet new people. Then went home. Then slept in bus. Now, leg pain. Knee pain. Then, tomorrow working. Afternoon shift. Sucks laaaaa. 1-11. Cause of holiday sales. Then maybe have Nasi Bryani, yumyum! Now malaysia people! Pay your debts!!!!
You've broke me apart. You won't see me again. You wanted this to fade away, then let it fade away!
So, today, pretty tired. Woke up late with eye bags. Like black, really. Then went for work. Was ok, had curry chicken for lunch, yum-yum. Then the rest of the day was boring, was alone, Naka was screwing wood all day long. Haha! Then ended at around 11 something cause Holiday special or something. Yea, gonna go skate at park tomorrow. Fun-fun! But before that, gotta to go Dover ITE to check my eyes. See if I can go video-editing/photography course or those color courses. Haha! whatever!
Today, many crazy/funny things happened. Crazy china woman complaining. Then some guy called the wrong number. So me and another guy ran off leaving him there. Like some small boys playing. And the most crazy thing that happened today, was that Gurmit Singh was there! Right in front! Wows! And I served him, talked to him, ask for his signature. But it's cause it's for the paper. Yea, I photo-copy the paper. It's prove man! David Gan serve Gurmit Singh, get it? Got new roster, so many offs! And my shin hurts like I'm crippled.
YEAH AH!
Monday, December 1, 2008
Would what you've said turn out to be lies? Would the memories be fake? Would your smiles be fake? Would those late night calls be irritating to you? Would those notes made out of boredom? Would I be like the others who experienced this?
Maybe I should hate you for this. But I can't blame you,
Today, skate with Naka and Qi Yun, Zhi Sian said he was sick. So called Jz and he came. Went to park first. Too hot. Then went to Marina Carl's Jr. So, yea, pretty heavy. Famous starrrr! Then met Jz and skate all the way. Can nearly fs flip. Andrew Reynolds siolxzxz! So, yea, tomorrow start work again. Morning shift. Ikeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
So, would this be the end, girl? It ends silently. Like me. It ended just as we were recovering. And till now, I just don't get what stop it. What can I say? We were never lovers but more than friends. Hopefully, you'll choose your move wisely the next time. I can't do anything to get it all back. Besides, I'm just a substitute.....
So, went for the morning service. Came home, edited the videos uploaded the pics. Guess what! Tomorrow's an off-day! Naka has an off-day too! And so does Qi Yun! Hmm, wonder what we'll do? Oh! I guess we could skate! Duh! Why didn't I think of that!...... Yea, so citylink tomorrow. And Thursday another off, so maybe the bbq will be on that day? If not we'll skate, cause Qi Yun might be off. Haha! HaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
L-o-v-e, just another word I'll never learn to pronounce
To sum it all up, that, was the best damn thing that I experienced. So, thank you all for coming. I guess, I'll start uploading the stuff now. So many funny things happened. So, next stop will be Shanghai? Cheeeeenaaaaaa! Yea, so got to start work again. And there were Macbeth's in Malaysia. I've got to save money for that! Wallisterrrrrr. And, I guess there's gonna be a bbq. So, hopefully, I can get an off-day. Cheeeeeeeeeowwwwwsss! Gotta start on the video.
So, today stayed home, packed, went for dental, got red. And so, this time we've worked for, this time we've dreamed for........People let's take a moment to commemorate this time. This precious time we're about to experience. Ok, we will have fun.
Today, was tiring. And my pants were loose. Had no money for lunch. And Malaysia's on Tuesday. Tomorrow I've got dental, prolly getting red. So, I'm going to pack my stuff tomorrow.
I never wanted to say this, You never wanted to stay, well did you? I put my faith in you, so much faith, And then you just threw it away.
Today, woke up at 10 something, cause Muzz sms-ed me, but didn't bother to reply. Then, used the com. Downloaded the new killers album and paramore's too. Both sound good! Then went to meet Naka at the Ayer Raj skate spot (such cool spot names). Then the sky was dark, it rained, we still skate. And it stopped shortly after. Well, I can half-cab flip heel and Fs half-nab. For those who don't know what I'm talking about. I'll sum it off for you, I'm getting better! K, whatever. Then took 51 to west coast park. Passed by West Coast Plaza, formerly Ginza Plaza. Used to go there whenever I'm bored at home. It changed so much. Like there's New York New York, Thai Express and many more middle-class shops. Seriously changed. Saw grass patches. So, maybe the place is skate-able. Then skate-ed at West Coast park. Then it got dark, so went home. Naka cab home. I'll go bathe and make the video NOWW! Oww! wwwwoooooo!................................MALAYSIA!
So, today, was ok, did much of everything. Woke up late, got there early. Then there was a Ikea party/celebration going on. But didn't had time to go. So, I think, tomorrow gonna skate with Naka. Finish off the first tape. Then, this coming Tuesday.........I know, You know, I know, you knooooww. Then there's gonna be a bbq, I guess.
So er, today wasn't that cool, was a little late. Saw the two new guys, seems cool to hang out with them. Then I don't know for what reason, but I volunteered to stay back, to sort out hardwares. Naka also. Till shop closes, and we ended at around 12 plus. Shared a cab with Naka, thank you Naka. But the driver drive so fast. So, home by 12.50. So tomorrow, is a full shift. It's gonna be tiring. Then Sat, skate. Then........Tuesday.........MALAYSIA!!!!!! Ohh, I cut my finger, and blood just keep pouring out. It was a gruesome sight. Seriously, it bled non-stop. K, I'm off.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Dreams should last a long time, This is not what I'd call goodbye.
So today, last minute skate sesh. Woke up at 11. Met Qi Yun at like 11 something. Then took 106. Went to park. Not that much, so skate alot. Pretty hot, wore black, so even hot. Then kept skating, played S.K.A.T.E with firduas brother, I think. Crazy guy and Qi Yun played also. Aiya, was too tired. So, can't do that much, so continued skating, then Jacob came. Er, skate, skate, skate. Then they wanted to eat, so went over to Cine. Then went to skate at some pad. Then it rained. went across, to take 143 but I remembered I left my mp3 with yun. So went back. then went to Taka, was so drenched. Then dry ourselves. Went to Kinokuniya, to find Bianca. But never see her. So went to Mac's to meet Zhi Sian. Then ordered double cheeseburger meal. Then took 143 home. So, tomorrow's a full shift. Malaysia gets nearer each day, are WE prepared? Then there's also N level result to worry about. Me is scared.
Creative
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide Lying awake at night
So, today, woke up at 12, suppose to meet at 12. And Jz was coming, we made him wait. So, err, Met Naka at the bus stop. Then went to Funan, Challenger, to get the firewire. Then Jz met us there. So, went to eat at the food court. Had Mutton curry set, yum-yum. So, went to check on the new skate shop, Interstate, or something like that. Then, chilled. Then went to memo. Naka discovers he left his shoes at the shop. Skate, film, skate. So, err, got bored. Went to Citylink. So, skate-ed. Landed heelflip. Then went over to 7-11. Then went back. Skate-ed, played S.K.A.T.E, landed varial kickflip, half-cab flip. Yea, I'm getting better. Surprisingly, my shoes show no damages on the side, with all those flipping. Yea, went back to Interstate. Then went home. The mini-dv kills. Trying to get it to the right format. So, Malaysia's coming very soon. All get ready! Please! Someone, Zhi Sian, call, thank you! Tomorrow, is yet another off-day! Hooray!
And you have destroyed me. Things don't happen like they used too, anymore.
So, today was a full shift, woke up late. Cause neighbours was drilling the bloody wall. Can't hear alarm. So woke up, so my phone. Like it was 10:11. And I just jumped out, and change and all. Crazy la, no money take taxi. Then err, work was normal. Then there's this funny lady, I guess she saw my name, then asked if I cut hair. Quite weird. Then ask what school, and I said Fairfield. Then she smiled. Then she sang like the school hymn and school song. So funny. Then I asked if she was a Fairsian. And she said 100% fairsian. Crazy, man! What has Fairfield done to you? Then from then on, she keeps calling me fairsian. Then worked till 10:14! Counted as early! Yea, so, here I am, once again.........(Kelly Clarkson) So, tomorrow skate, with Naka and JZ! So err, my laptop doesn't have a firewire port. Shiotz! Then I need to get a firewire tomorrow. Malaysia is so very soon. I'm egg-cited. Are you?
So, today, went church for DG, it's ok. Then went back home to sleep, felt very sleepy. Then woke up at around 1 something. Then went back for JYM. Then at 5, met Naka at the mrt station. Went to city hall. Thought there was some I.T fair. But noooo, it's a food fair and some home electronics fair. So, went to Funan. Quite quiet, shops were closing down. So, rushed to the sony shop. Asked about the cam. Different Questions. And then, finally, I bought it. Like it's cool I guess. Pretty light. So can't decide whether to go Go Sports OG to get shoes, Naka, not me. But no, so went home. I think like Sunday is a off day for foreign workers. So alot of workers in the bus. Packed. So, yea, this Tuesday, try out the new cam, man! Tomorrow's a full shift....
Today worked, worked, woke up with aches. While in the carpark, saw Glenn and Claudia. Changed, I guess I was early. Waited at the Mpu Counter. Boring. Then the supervisor asked me to go "As-Is". So have to carry stuff, sell stuff. And talk to customers. Asking plenty of questions. And that girl smokes? Sad man:( Then had Chicken Briyani. And from then on, time flew very fast. I went home. Maybe I'll go check the I.T fair with Naka. Cause we're off. And going church, after so long. My brother's playing electric tomorrow. My Brothaaaaaa.
Today, woke up at 11, used the com, changed, get ready. Took 183 to Qi Yun's. Called him, he just woke up, so have to wait for him. Met him. Took 14, stopped at that far-east stop. Went to Far East Plaza, but Zhi Sian insisted on eating lunch first. So, went Past mania. Had some baked rice thing. They waited till 2 to eat, cause it's student meal from 2-5. So had to wait for them to finish. Then walked around in Far East, but nothing nice, saw Top Hats, element shirts, they looked nice. So, went out, drizzled abit. Went to park for a while. I can't skate properly. So, fell, got a new cut. Fresh! Then my left leg felt funny. Felt like I can't control it. Panic! Cause I thought I tore my muscle or something. But it turned out fine. So went Go Sports, cause thought it was raining. Go sports had cheap shoes. But I hated the colors, and it had too much designs. So got nothing. So I stuck with the original plan. Went to Queensway, Limited Edt. Got the Emerica's. Looking good! But the Nike Sb's were nice. They cost $99 though. So, after that, went to Commonwealth Carpark. It's been a long time. Many wonderful memories were made there. And I improved tremendously, haha, sound like report book. Can heelflip/kickflip like forever. Manual longer, ollie the pads. Half-cab flip again! And me and Qi Yun played S.K.A.T.E. I won, obviously, haha! With a Fakie 360 Pop-shove it! Yea! We played harder tricks. I guess, not skating for a long time makes you better:D So I thought the pop shove it was lucky. But I did it again! Ahahaha! Took bus home with Qi Yun then 183 back home again. Tomorrow, it's a morning shift. Not that bad. Naka got a afternoon shift. So, hopefully Zhi Sian can come Malaysia. And Naka and Qi Yun will get well soon. Er...Get Well Soon! SSSSSSSSHIIIIIIIIIIIIYOOOOO!
Sucks la, no full-timers to help, almost everything I have to do. Morning, I was the only one there. But got others later on. Two new people joining I think? Looked like bengs. Closing was fast. And so tomorrow, go buy shoes! Naka has to work! Ahaha! And skate tomorrow, I guess? If it doesn't rain. Malaysia, coming, very soon. It's a flash!
So, today was ok. Did half of everything. Had Curry Veggie with chicken from Ikea, cause it was raining. Too lazy for Anchorpoint and ABC. Then Naka is a little sick. But he went off first anyway. So there's only 3 people. tiring. So I left Ikea at 11. And I'm home now. Tomorrow is a full shift, 10-10. It kills. Lonely again. I need to sleep early, I guess? 8 o'clock in the morningggggg. And Friday get shoes and maybe skate, with Yun-man. I turn down all those special work offers for a time with Qi Yun. Haixx. We've all lost contact. Whatever, Goodnight!
Relax! Relax! I just saved, 50% on my, BABY OSTRICH!
She said "Don't, don't let it go to your head Boys like you are dime a dozen Boys like you are dime a dozen" She said "You're a touch overrated, You're a lush and I hate it, But these grass stains on my knees They won't mean a thing"
And all I (all I) Need to know (need to know) Is that I'm something you'll be missing (is that I'm something that you're missing) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that far Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you Unless I had to I'll do what I got to Unless I had to I'll do what I got to, the truth Is you could slit my throat And with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
And all I (all I) Need to know (need to know) Is that I'm something you'll be missing (is that I'm something that you're missing) (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that far (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that...
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...) If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this) If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...) If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this) If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...) If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this) If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...) If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this (If only you knew half as much as you pretend to) Maybe I should hate you for this (If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
A blue, black shade of love.
Sent from above.
My hands are tied, two worlds alone,
And this I know.
Your breath's like wine,
And just like clouds, my skin crawls.
It's so divine, the sky it glows with fields of light.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive.
And I'll love you,
Until the end of time.
My hands shake clasped with fear,
As you come near
To say goodnight, just like a dove.
A peaceful sign.
To help us by.
As you come in.
Let this begin.
Stars fall like dust, our lips will touch.
We speak too much.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive.
And I'll love you,
Until the end of time.
Did you know that I love you?
Come and lay with me.
I love you.
And honesty, I love you.
You make me feel alive.
And I'll love you,
Until the end of time.
I've got a lot to say, if you will let me
It's always hard, when you're around me
But here right now, there's interest in your eyes
So hear me out, and hear this the first time
That I... love you (come and lay with me)
That I... love you (and all this day)
And I... love you (you make me feel alive)
That I... love you
Till the end of time
So, yea, today is one of the terrible days, I guess. This stupid old fag. Called his number, but he didn't come and collect. Even Naka saw what happened. Then he came later on, and raged at me. So, he's like trying to tell me I'm useless, he's right, blah blah blah. Like he insulted me and Naka, coconut-heads, useless part-timers, f**ked-up young boys, he can be our grandfather and all. So, I was too stressed, so answer back and argued. Then he got me so pissed. Keep lecturing me, telling me, he's right. Seriously la, we're busy with other customers, so we've got no time for your hairy, saggy ass. Whats worst, he told me I can't suck a dick, and I'm just a part-timer, and just to accept things. It's not like you can suck a dick right! Unless you're gay. Rest assured, I have pity on you, gay uncle. I was just about to shove him aside. But one full-timer, came to stop me. Then he told the customer, he's right and all. Wah lau, accept his insults and move on. Then after all those crap. He told me not to take it to heart. So, he signed the papers, but his hands were shaking. Can tell he's scared. Maybe it's cause I kept getting close to him. I know la, gay right! Can't take it, went to the back. So, that's why I hate serving people. They get to take advantage of you, and you can't do anything about it. I don't mind getting fired for kicking him in the nuts. And so, during lunch saw fairsians, church friend and cousin. How, coincidental! "OH! You're in Ikea!"
So, today, was a full shift, very tiring, my legs ache now. Woke up at 8, then shower, then it was raining. Had to bring umbrella, but, nope, still got wet. Pants was wet, shoes too. So, got a angry customer, and then, one guy from my department lost his temper and shouted back. So, the customer shut up and kept quiet. Ahaha! Pure ownage. K, I'm gay. And I'm tired. Tomorrow is a morning shift. 10-715. It's killing me. This Friday, get shoesssssss!
So, today was very tiring, cause it's a Sunday, and everyone must get something from Ikea. But hey, look on the bright side! AVA's coming to Sing! Going Malaysia to skate! So, this colleague, Amri, also wants to go AVA concert. Like, seriously, can't stop thinking about it. Hope they'll be a autograph session. Aiya, tomorrow full shift. Now, I need to rest.
Shit, oh shit! Oh shit! Angels and Airwaves are coming to Singapore!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!! 7Dec! This, I must go! For sure my bro wants to go too. AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGELS AND AIRWAVES! This would be better than Taste Of Chaos!!!! It's today btw. But heck la! AVA!!!!!!!!!!
AVA 'Live' in Singapore Date: December 7, 2008 Time: 7.30pm Venue: University Cultural Centre Hall, NUS Tickets: $85, $100 and $125.
WAHHHH!!! Use my brother's savings if I have to. And once again, ANGELS AND AIRWAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TOM DELONGE!!!!!!!CALL TO ARMS!!!!!!!!!! If that day, I'm working? I'm gonna skip it. Come on, it's Angels and Airwaves!
So, today, did counter job, like almost the whole day. And after work, went for dental. Tomorrow, I'm gonna stay at home, cause it's a off-day. So I must rest, remove the eye-bags, the aching legs and the painful head-aches. Malaysia is coming soon. I'm going to get a shoe soon. And most likely a mini-dv cam:DD My light's spoilt, flashing like a disco light. haha! End.
Ok, there's disappointments and frustrations in my life already. And today, it just had to add on. Right so, Naka got like $120 plus for his pay, but that's still little. And me? I've only got $88.75. I know I'm a total loser. All those sweat, long nights and scoldings! Gone down the drain! I even had cold and still went to work! Sucks la! I'm gonna ask the supervisor tomorrow! And Naka spent his pay on a element board. Maybe I'm gonna get shoes. Maybe Vans, maybe emerica, maybe circa. Frustrated:( Real bad. Plenty of things I'm frustrated with. I wish I wasn't. So tomorrow, it's a morning shift, and I've got dental, planning for pink again. I'm such a loser.
"Oh simple thing where have you gone? I'm getting old and I need something to rely on, So tell me when you're gonna let me in, I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin with."
I guess you're going to act as if nothing ever happened. And move on, doing what you want.
So, today, it rained a little. Then met Qi Yun opposite his bus stop. Then took 14. And then, Damia joined. And ate at Marina. Then Zhi Sian came. Then went Citylink, to skate. Landed the heel on the hip. And landed half-cab flip twice. And and kickflip down the bank. Yay! I'm improving! Leveling up! Then bought latte and water. Headed to memo, and slacked there. Then went to Old Chang Kee. Bought nuggets. Took 166 then stopped at vivo then took 143...... Tomorrow have work again. And it's a full shift, a X, 10-10. Sucks la, but there's Naka! yaaaaaay! Maaaaalaaaayyyysiaaaaaaaaaaaa, trueeeleeeeeeeeee aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssiiiiaaaaaaa!
And so, woke up at around 1145, then changed and went Dover. Bought strepsils and latte. What a combo! Waited at the bus stop, the primary school end, so damn crowded. Talked to some small boy about skateboards. Then Naka call, and he was behind me. Then saw Elize, Bianca and Johnson, while going into the bus. And board the bus, many Acs-ians, or whatever. Stop oppostie Wisma, to check on Yun-man. Then can't get their attention, but Aloysius saw us. So went to Yoshi opposite. We could have worked there, now it's filled with girls. Then Yun-ge saw us. Waved at him, he wave back. Then went on to park. Never do that much. Then it started getting darker. So we took a mrt to City hall/memo. Then skate-ed memo, grind, flip and all. Not that hot. Then Mat-skaters came. So me and Naka decided to skate "newbie" style. Which was, switch! They showed a "haha, you suck" face. Well, laugh all you want! Then we skate-ed normal. And the faces changed. I know la! A little show off cannot ah?! Then it rained. So went citylink. Quite fun, I don't know why. Keep heel-flipping. Then some indian guy came, telling the mats not to skate. Obviously, Naka started to leave. Then we went up and waited, and came back down again. The indian guy claims he's a police man and started talking crap about schoolboys. And it's obvious, he's drunk. He's eyes was red and he can't point at my board properly. So we went off. And he join the break-dancers. Went esplanade, then funan, check on mini-dv's but they only sell sony. So maybe, it'll be sony. Then walked the whole Peninsula area, including opposite. Then ate. Saw alot of nice stuff. Old stuff:DD Then took 166 home. Tomorrow, prolly skate with Qi Yun, Naka got work. ahaha! And it's another X on Thursday. Full shiftsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssucks. That'll be all, ya'll. Hollaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaah! Hopefully, my first pay would come sooon, boons.
So, today, was a full shift. Friggin' boring. So, I did counter job most of the time. Quite fun actually. So, tomorrow skating with Pragash! yay! Skate! skate! saaaakaaate! Yup, so that's about it. SKATE! where's Muzz?
So, today woke up at 8? Then sleep again. Then went to work. While walking saw......maybe, I'm wrong. Cause I wasn't properly awake, should have slept early last night. Maybe it is, maybe not. So, just walk on, it case it's wrong. Then it was bloody hell long day at work. Then at one time, had to throw stuff away. Saw a pair of wheels, and I took it! Gonna find a plank tomorrow. Er, ate at ABC food court, then chill at some Malay wedding. Tomorrow.......X! Full day.
So, maybe it was you? Maybe you're somewhere doing your Sunday walks. Hope to see you soon, maybe.
So, today slacked at home, then met up with Naka and Jacob to skate:) So went to meet at Ikea, and ate at ABC hawker centre. Then took 147 to the tiong bahru spot. Nothing much though. My Heel's are cleaner:D And went to buy latte! And went to Tiong Bahru Park. Saw a witch, haha, sounds wrong. Saw a b****:) Then it was dark, but went down the slope, armpit times. And took 33 home with them. So Fun! And tomorrow, Immagonnaworkfrom10-715! damn long, Thankfully, there's Naka! And now the problem's bout the pay! We may not get enough or we may get it after we get back. So, might not have enough money. Shizzle! Then not sure about Muzz and Zhi Sian. Maybe Jacob, I just hope we'll get enough, be able to take leave and just enjoy ourselves. Problems, Problems, Problems! PLEASE TRY TO COME! IF YOU GUYS ARE READING THISSS! PLEASE! THE ROOMS HAVE BEEN BOOKED ALREADY! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!
So, today was pretty boring, new roster came out. Wth! Most of it is all full shifts! Alot of X's. Die la! Thankfully, Naka has the same shifts as mine mostly. Yay! Two new people came. Had to tell them what to do. And and, my pay only comes on the 6th of the month, shit! Can't get alot of stuff. I'll just get shoes first. Everything needs money. Tomorrow skate at night! In the streets! Finally! Finale! Go see shoes!
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about "the weather", And it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's mad, but if I go to hell Will you come with me or just leave? I know it's mad, but if the world were ending Would you kiss me or just leave me? Just leave me?
So, today, woke up feeling a little feverish. Shit la, hopefully this flu will go away. Then went for work. Not that tiring, did counter job most of the time. And then saw Bianca, Josiah and Mr Ng, for don't know what reasons. Then this woman lost her receipt and started shouting at my colleague, ahaha! His response was funny. Yea, today went by pretty fast, Naka's got a longer shift. So, I think Naka's skating tomorrow, and I'm gonna skate this Friday! And, all you faggots, please confirm whether you're coming for Ma lai see ahh!
Down with a little flu/running nose, shit la, damn tired now, then I feel like skating. Tomorrow they're gonna skate, I'm gonna work, so boring laaa! Like Qi Yun says: "Wah Lau! Pang Seh!" K, joking only. So, I'm gonna slack all day. Remove the eye bags and muscle aches.
Like, seriously, why are you doing this? I just feel so abandoned, Was this all planned? Are you trying to get rid of/forget about me? Like the last time? Plenty of questions in my head. I can only wait for a chance to ask. Right now, I feel like a toy left on the shelve.
So, er, today wasn't that tiring, cept that I had a little stomach ache. Then it's all slack, stayed in the lift. And tomorrow's a offday! Want to skate? siao! Legs so pain. Need rest. It's been a while since I'm on the board. And I heard tomorrow's gonna be tough. So Naka suffers! Ahaha!
I love this song, Lou Reed's a man of love. Watch the last part, that's Lou Reed's part. The Killers though, Tranquilize!
Today, was tiring, maybe, because, I'm feeling sicky, having chills and my throat's feeling phlegm-my. ahaha! And today, was quite rush, damn hungry too. Tomorrow is another 1-10 day again. But then again, MALAYSIA! Another, thing, Happy Deepavali. Should see my neighbour, already lighted up, ahaha! Festival of lights, wonder why.... Gonna watch Oprah's big give. Give us the money man, total need of it.
I'm addicted to this.
Come with me.
We took a back road. We're gonna look at the stars. We took a backroad in my car. Down to the ocean, it's only water and sand And in the ocean we'll hold hands.
But I don't really like you, apologetically dressed in the best, but on a heartbeat glide.
Without an answer, the thunder speaks for the sky, and on the cold, wet dirt I cry. And on the cold, wet dirt I cry.
Don't you wanna come with me? Don't you wanna feel my bones on your bones? It's only natural.
A cinematic vision ensued like the holiest dream. It's someone's calling? An angel whispers my name, but the message relayed is the same: "Wait till tomorrow, you'll be fine." But it's gone to the dogs in my mind. I always hear them when the dead of night comes calling to save me from this fight. But they can never wrong this right.
Don't you wanna come with me? Don't you wanna feel my bones on your bones? It's only natural. Don't you wanna swim with me? Don't you wanna feel my skin on your skin? It's only natural.
Never had a lover, never had soul. Never had a good time, never got gold.
Don't you wanna come with me? Don't you wanna feel my bones on your bones? It's only natural. Don't you wanna swim with me? Don't you wanna feel my skin on your skin? It's only natural. Don't you wanna come with me? Don't you wanna feel my bones on your bones? It's only natural. Come and take a swim with me. Don't you wanna feel my skin on your skin? It's only natural
So, today, work was so rush, I like it that way. And, At around 9 plus, before it was time to go, the lift we used HAD to break down. Epicccc! So, had to rush and give the customers what they waited for. And, this will go on till Monday, 1pm-10pm. Heccccck laa! So, to all my homiess, do this for malaysiaaaaaaa! Haixxx, why a Sundayyy! WHY!!! My body's aching real bad. So maybe, me and prag will turn into Stallone's. Ramboooo! Emery's new album's nice. So is Chiodos's Final Codaaa! Uh-Huh! I'm gay......Got to sleep now. SHIIIIIIYAAAAAAAAWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Screaming on the internet.
Oh yah, Happy Deepavali, to all the indians I know......Naka? Haha, the mirror.
Check them out! Damn good, at first, I thought they were some bunch of stupid Filipinos and their weird Mexican accents, but, noooo, I'm wrong, the singer's got a good voice. The song's nicee too!
So what's the point in all of this? When you will never change The days have passed, the weather's changed Should i be sorry? could i be sorry?
I did it all, all for you Hoping you would see Your eyes are dull, your hands are clenched Are we ready? are we ready?
But you, you think about yourself Only but youself But what about...
Un-lonely nights Romantic moments The love, the love What about them? Throw it all away
You know me well, you know it's wrong Then what is it feel? You hide behind those perfect smiles It won't fool me, cause you already did
I did it all, all for you Hoping you would see Your ayes are dull, your hands are clenched Are we ready? are we ready?
But you, you think about yourself Only but youself But what about...
Un-lonely nights Romantic moments The love, the love What about them? Throw it all away
The perfect dates The sweetest kisses The love, the love What about them? Throw it all away
So what's the point in all of this? When you will never change The days have passed, the weather's changed Should i be sorry? could i be sorry?
I'm a boy, not a girl, never a lesbo. I love to skate. I love music. I love photography. I'm not some cool kid who gets cool hair and cool clothes. I'm not your average guy. I can be called a weirdo. My silence gets pretty loud. I practically use the com everyday. Chocolate is a part of me, and it will always be. I prefer meat than vegetables. Shoes and shirts are what I like, over all that needs to be worn. I like to stand out from the crowd and not follow it. I used to have sicknesses, that's why I get weak easily. I can get pretty sarcastic and insulting for my own pleasure. I love pranks, done on people, by me. Sorry, if you hate me, I can't help what's bothering you. So, yea, that's pretty much about it. Get used to me!