I can't get anything into my head. I just keep falling asleep. I feel like getting the lomo l-ca man. Haha, crap.

So, they went to the corefest gig. I'm home now, studying, everyone's out. I feel sick. I've got aches, slight coughs and chills. I sure hope it won't be swine flu. I got myself, a roll of tri-x and a roll of Ilford HP-5. If you don't understand, they're both kick-ass, pushable, great-films-for-the-night and awesome contrast b/w films. I'll go study, or will I?

What I've always beens listening to these days. Like the intro. The ending's very nice.

If Bamboozle was in Singapore.

The more kick-ass version. Got bokeh. The singer uses autotune.

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Check that picture out! I like her expression.

So today was damn boring luh. Ended at 11 plus, but no one was free. So stayed home the whole day. Slept till 6. Now, I'm bored again. Tomorrow gonna get tri-x and my yashica batt. They're going the gig. Maybe I should study like now.

Cover for that night.
And the song has a special meaning.

Wake up, Wake up, My God,
This is not a test and it's not too late to come clean
Get it off your chest
So steady your hand before your face and concentrate
There's got to be some stable ground left to walk on

So tear another page from the book
Are you asleep or just alone
Clear this room from your lungs

Pull yourself together, pull yourself together man
Pull yourself together, pull yourself together.

On your back, you're sleeping in a bed of shame
Let the light breathe some new life into this room
It's what keeps you coming back
Made up of insatiable taste
Bury your head in your hands and sink into yourself
Oh

Just what are you so afraid of
What are you so afraid of
You're staring truth in the face so come on down
What are you so afraid of

You're busy living now, aren't you
You're busy making vows
You're coming unglued
Time is shorter than you know
I know,the light is blinding to the naked eye, so why don't you take
steps away from being alone, i swear, it's not to late for you

It's all worth reaching for, it's all worth reaching for
It's all worth reaching for, the hand to pull you out
It's all worth reaching for the hand to pull you out.

Wake up, wake up, wake up
And step outside your box
Wake up, wake up.

So, today I did the most damage to infected and got the least damage taken. I shoved 5 hunters and shot them in the head. I ran from a tank, leaving my best buddy, Qi Yun fighting him alone. I wasted pipe bombs and molotov's, because I cared for the team's safety. While doing this, I have used the auto shotgun/shotgun/smg, and of course, the two pistols. The down side was getting vomited at by those stupid boomers, and soon after, the horde came. Blasting off heads were my favourite move, this made me one of the highest head shot scorers. I did well, I DID WELL! As you all know by now, I am Louis.
This is stupid, haha! I'm going to study, I guess.

Wah lau eh! Singapore got swin flu already! Now need to go study!
(Edited)

New sound, still nice. To me, they sound like some christian band. I don't know, anberlin? relient k?

You were nothing but an obstacle in my pathway.
tripping me with my own trust without your hood of falsification.
your beauty is found to be nothing.
nothing but true revulsion.
and that's the only true thing about you.
this melody of my heart points to the composer of my regret.
look north, the sun is still gleaming.
and the moon and the stars still retain these eyes.
you're falling now as I move forward.
fueled by the hope you couldn't take from me.
and scarred by knowledge of painful winters.
Christ still stands perfect in my mind.
Christ still stands perfect in my heart.
Jesus is the beautiful structure of love.
repent me.
to hope and love.
beware nihilists.
you shall fall by the sword.
[oh God]
brighten the day of judgment

Today, the profiterole went well. Teacher said I improved:DD After school, developed photos. Played L4D. So many tanks. Haha! I shot the witch from above, she ran all the way up just to attack me. Haha. Shouldn't have opened the door. Tomorrow is another test. I didn't study, I'm scanning negatives now. Boring man. Just found out my holidays are very very short. I feel like backing out from the mission trip.

Today, nothing much happened. Like woke up, felt like as if I rolled down the hill. Both arms area aching. Then my zorki got some problem after I loaded in the ed 200. I think the shutter is going haywire. Opened the back to check. I dunno what's wrong man. So, I wasted the ed 200. Then the shutter seems fine just that the joint was pulled out to 60 it'll make squeaky noises. Damn, that sucks. Tomorrow's the choux paste practical test. I hope I pass. Man, it's crazy how time flies. Feel like getting Jupiter 9 lens sia!

K, so today. Collect negs. Neopan off the wall, haha! BW400CN like crap, at least the zorki is working. Ate, had thai food. Then skate. Suck like hell. I don't want to be called a noob/poser. Then head to penin. We plays L4D. Seriously can;t get enough of it. VS mode. Tank once. Then skate again. Left for home. Cause mom wants me home early. To study. Next week exam. Monday practical. Profiteroles. Forgot how to make them. Remembered they are quite a nightmare. Oh well. Can't stop dreaming of F80i, Canonet QL17 and Yashica Mat 124g. Of course, Voigtlander bessa r3a. Gosh, I need to stock up on my film stash. Tri-x is next on the list. Analog photography is my wife:D

So erm, yea, did the black forest today. Had to redo, cause I did some wrong things. Most of them had to redo anyway. Real stress. The whole class couldn't make it on time:D What a relieve. Then, tomorrow there' the Mission trip briefing. And it's 9am-6pm. So I'm most prolly not going. Cause I really need the rest during the weekends. Recently, I'm so stressed and drained out. Need to chill. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm doing. It's quite scary. Some people may think it's funny. But yea, I guess that's me. There's like 3 test next week. Monday, there's the practical. And the other two theory. Next next week, it's the exams. I need to hang on. Stay sane. The last thing I would want is for me to have panic attacks. Which happened before.

Old school. Prefer his hair like that. At that time, that was better than blink or green day.

So today, did the test, thought there was one, but there was two. Hope I did well, never study at all. So during break, went to com lab, played L4D alone, at advanced mode leh, Most damage done to infected and least damage taken. YAY! Then after school, went to parklane. Played pool, like we're so chilled out man. Bought chips, burgers. Ate and played, talked, joked around. Quite relaxing though. Like get to know my classmates way more. I bought earphones too. It's been a long time since I listened to my mp3. Tomorrow's practical, hope I'll do well. Ban-marie-.- Then next week got like three tests. Pracitcal again on Monday. I'm stressed. The week after the next, there's the exams-.- Should I go corefest, cause I really need to study yo!

Power seh!

And they say the world will end at 2012. Did choc sponge today. Hope I did well, selling off my holga and gsn, hopefully, people will buy. So....tomorrow's the test. I'll study later. Too lazy.

Canonet QL 17, my dream RF, going for S$ 17.01!!!!

And for Qi Yun, Yashica mg-1 going for S$ 1.39!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!




It's all evil-bay's fault.

"I push out
I breathe in
And still us turning away
Don't look back
Don't pretend
We'll never take your trouble again.
And we're falling beyond the horizon,
And only the water remains

The fear is falling away

Keep breathing, keep searching
Keep holding on."


Can't get it out of my head. Tomorrow is to prepare the sponge for this Friday's test. I'm afraid I can't cut properly. Then Thursday, it's a baking science test. Next week, there's three test. I'm shitting myself.

It's really funny.

They made a parody.

Made tiramisu today, can't stop dipping the fingers in the cream. So addictive.

They're Back! Yay! Back to their old, funny, crappy self. WATCH!

So, I'm not feeling too well. Hence, never go church. At home, alone, blasting sea within a sea. Somehow, The Horror's new sound is nicer. More dreamy, but still has that dark sound. Their band image isn't nice. Prefer the dark, goth-y looking one. Maybe cause they wouldn't want to be labeled as emo. Haha. INDIE ROCK!

Today, went to meet them. Went to DDD first. Then Zhi Sian came. or something, shit can't remember. Then, go mos. Cause for some reasons, Zhi Sian wanted to eat fast food, so badly. Then went to photo hub. Got me-self a 120mm t-max 400, for $4.70. Then erm, walked around sungei rd. Zhi Sian got a slr yet again. He was certain for sure. Everything was working. So, bought the batteries and the Lucky b/w film. Then we head off to penin. Walked to adelphi. Wanted to check out for the lens cap for my GSN. Cause the original is so friggin' loose. The guy said he'd give me for free, but he recommends that I get a uv filter. But I didn't had enough cash at that time dawg. So, waited for Bianca. Then sold her my special-flen-discounted-already films. Went back bought the filter. Then erm, yea went to play L4D. Survival mode siak! Real fun. Our weekend "porn". HAHA!
Then went to Flyer lo. So crowded lor. But the stunt nice one leh. Tomorrow going to develop rolls. Then, moday, tiraamiisuu.

Not sure man, might be cold, might be fever. I just don't want to get sick. So today, slept very shiok-ing-ly. haha. Woke up at 10. Cause like whenever I wake up and look at my phone, the timing's always slow. Like I'll sleep at like 9. Then wake up again is 9:16. So yea, just sleep all the way. Then, went to school, did black forest cake. I guess it's ok. Alot of cream on the cake. The mousse is the most tiring part. So, I just hope nothing will go wrong tomorrow. I won't get sick. Hopefully. Oh yea, maybe we would head down to see red bull X-fighters?

Ear infection, please don't come back.

Not sure if I posted this before, but aiya. He's totally on crack. Just hear the starting part. It's now an ah-lian song. I heard it on someone's phone. "Control yourself, take only what you need from it."
Drugs man. He can't control at all. haha. Check out this version, He's lighting something, it can't be those folding tobacco la. So big. Haha!

Today did the presentation. Went well, I guess? Then, did some revision. And went home. Then slept from 5-7. Still tired. Feeling hot and sicky just now. Now, it's sort of better, I hope. Tomorrow's gonna be a challenging and tiring day. Making black forest cake. Just hope I don't screw up. I really really hate icing yo! And next week, already have test. Saturday, hooray! No skating though:(

Overcoming all these would make us invincible.

Haha, reminds me of Muzz.

I'm feeling the most tired/lethargic/restless and stressful feeling I can get. It's killing me, I think I'm getting sick. This sucks. I might just die.

HAHAHA! My friend does tecktonik.

Kodak Professional BW400CN - Black & white print film - 135 (35 mm) - ISO 400 - 36 exposures - 5 rolls User Review 92781 @ Yahoo! Video

check him out, I just find it funny, you may not but yea, just look at his face.

Would be a nice tattoo, but that'll be copying someone's work.

Erm, today, nothing much la. Boring. Some groups present. So like sat there the whole time. Wonder how mine will do this Thurday. Then yea, I'm going for the mission trip. Tomorrow, it's gonna be tiring. Don't know how it'll happen. Bringing two cakes home. The guy getting refund. Shooting a video for our group's presentation. Stress. Next week is a theory test on Baking science. I hate that. AND again, it's practical:O This time it's about my most hated part, icing/decorating the cake:'(

POWER SIAK!

It's so cool today! Cause like, we did cheesecakes. AND! Mine was the only one that came out nice!
YIPEE! So, I did my most classic, "In-your-face" expressions. Haha! It feels so good. They tried destroying my cake. But no, they won't! Other than that, it sucks not having a holiday today:( And yea, tomorrow have to do my presentation. They decided to do a video, so I'll have to bring my video camera. And since they need pictures, and they saw my rangefinder. They ask me to bring my camera-_- SLR LO! I'll go bathe now. The house is noisy, calvin's service learning group is in the house LOL-ing so loud.

The beast. It uses 120mm film.
WICKED!

Sia la! HAHAHA! I can't decide if I should go for mission trip. It's during the june holidays man. and it takes of 7 days of the 3 weeks. I think I'll go, just hope the class chalet and 4I chalet are not on those dates. And apparently, the last day is 21st. Go Skate Day! Ohh man. Then again, it's a time where I'm to experience new things.

Alright, many complications today. SO, met up with Qi Yun then the guy. So like, sold the camera to him. He now complains about it. So he'll message me back tomorrow if he wants a refund. Dung. Then collected my porta negs. Scanning them now. Walked around at Sim Lim in search of the sacred battery. Then at around 1. Got my Zorki 4, hop there's nothing wrong with it. Please. And met the rest. Ate at Long John's. Then went to Sungei Rd, "flea market". Zhi Sian was so excited, he bought a minolta slr for $25 bucks. Thinking it'll be ok and all. Then went to buy the battery for it. Qi Yun also buy the battery. Walked to Camera Hospital. And the camera guy says Zhi Sian's minolta, needs major cleaning and servicing, it'll cost him, $250. Wow right? Major mood swings Zhi Sian had later on. Poor boy. So, bus-ed down to Penin, played L4D, and the coms there sucked. Alot of problems. But it was still fun. Survival mode. Then at 6.30, I reached home, thinking I was going dinner. But no, Mom and Dad went out to catch a concert. Lame. Could have stayed out later. So, I just hope the L35AF doesn't need to be refund. Please understand me, I want to save for something big. OH PLEASE!

I just hope I pass the phase test. Even though, I couldn't make it on time. Oh, please! Well, I'm getting the zorki tomorrow! And selling my nikon away. Teehee. Going on Sungei rd and see stuffs.

Zorki 4

Minolta Hi-Matic F

Both for $120.

Er, today went to school. Went through some stuffs. My eyes were open and close. Felt really sleepy. Ended at 1. Went to send in my lubitel roll, really hope it's nice. Then erm, tomorrow's the practical test. Like I'm so scared about it. Dead man. Vanilla sponge and Marble cake within three hours. Like two vanilla sponge and two marbles. Plus need to cut the sponge. Stresss. And there's another phase test in two weeks time. Plus next week is the deadline for the presentation. And two weeks again, there's three test papers. STRESS! I'll go play gears of war.

So yea, that was my playlist when I was Sec 2. Well, all of them are famous now, literally all of them. It reminds of how, we'd go bring our boards to school and hide them in the bin. And the last peroid would be maths with Mr Lum. We'd then rush to get our boards. And wait for Naka. Me and Qi Yun would skate to Crescent first. The rest would come. It was all fun and joy. And we'll skate till it's 6. The next day, we'll be tired out. And those Saturday's. We'd be in bermudas and taking 14 all the way to somerset/cityhall(which we still do.) Life was good then. ITE friggin' sucks.

Extreme world hunger.

So, today, went to school, played soccer. Then left to my friend's house. He's brother is funny man, like he was playing WOW. And he had this ang-moh friend. So he talked to him in a american accent. Which sounded really funny. Ha! Then finished the damn thing. Went home. Slept till like 4. Played xbox. Then went out to cycle. Got a burn from the wheel. So yea, that's about it. Friday's the practical siol. Die already! I feel like selling the gsn away, and get a better gsn or even better gtn! HAHA!

Today, was ok. Learned on making cheesecake. It's so fast. Time flies. Yea, have to redo my time procedure thing. Shiz, test this Friday. Oh Well! Ended at 11. Unexpected. Wanted to meet Qi Yun. But he's phone died. So went home. And cycled after that. Tomorrow's even better. Since my teacher's sick. We only need to go to school for PE. Which most of them, I think they'll skip. So it's 8.30-10. Like those Fairfield events. Founder's day and such:| But I'll make full use of the time to finish up the presentation at my friend's house. PEACE!

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No Joke, swine flu is dangerous. L4D for real.
The world is ending. Just hope there won't be a witch/tank.

"Speak up
My ears are growing weary
I’ll sing this to the end
And watch the waves crash over me

Not too much to overcome with enough time to turn it all around
In a picture perfect scenery I’ve become a stick figure illustration

My eyes roll back and focus on what’s ahead
I can still stand if you lend the hand to brace me

I’ll take this on my own"

Really stressful now, need to finish up on alot of things. I hope it'll all be fine. So, I'm still undecided if I want to go to the mission trip to Banchang, Thailand. I just got this urge that I should go. I'm not sure. And it's a long and stressful week ahead. Practicals & Presentations. It's gonna be a tough road ahead.

Today, was only me, Naka, Qi Yun. Ate at LJS at PS. Then skate all the way to SMU. Skate alot. Then went on to DDD. Bought the 120mm Provia 100F and Neopan 1600! Like real costly, $14.80. Can't eat for a few days. But it's all worth it. Then bus to penin. And, haha, bought a 1-year membership from IRC lan shop. So it'll be $2/hr:)) Damn cool right! So, it'll be like this for every Saturdays. Skate, Lan, Skate. So, we played like 1hr of L4D first. Then bought another hr. So it's 2 hrs. Payed for Naka-_- But it's all fun! Then skate at memo. Pretty boring though. At 7 plus, we bought snacks at 7-11 and left for home. See, it's gonna be school again. I need to start on my timetable for practical and the ingredients list!! Next week's already the first phase test and the deadline for my project work. I'm so very screwed!!

Oh yea, so today, met up with them. At first, we were suppose to watch a movie. But with like 7 guys, wouldn't it be nice to play L4D? Yaaaa, so before lan. Went to eat at Carls Jr. Full to the max. Those skinny caucasian girls eat alot! And then walked all the way to DDD. Send in my rolls. Neh mind, getting rolls tomorrow. Then headed to parklane. Check for space. So obviously, it's crowded. Just put down our names on the waiting list, for hope of playing! Then walked to Cathy. Movie's were so late. Lan shop Ody called me. So we were stoked! Ran all the way back. Haha! And played till like 7 plus. Cause no timer. Lame right? Earn money also must use this method. Kill, kill, hunt, hunt, vomit, vomit, melee, meleee. Quite fun though. Now I have this habit of screaming like the hunter. Game nerd. So Josiah and Ong boy left. Then we went to play pool. Can't tell you how awesome I was:) Then trained home. Tomorrow skate! And get holga filters! Oh Baby! It's very fast how weekends finish. So we should treat it like money. Spend Wisely! I just can't stop thinking of the end of the world. How it'd be and all. Pretty scary, I know I shouldn't be. But, what if those random people on the streets don't go to heaven. But go to hell? It'd be sad. It would be worse if you go to Heaven, and your best friends go to hell. I must go back to Him, and spread this news. So they'd be saved. People, the end is really near.