Just another year, 2008 is filled with stress, a little fun, some arguements/fights, confusions, liesss, loneliness, basically bad stuff....Hopefully, 2009 will be something better, more fun, less stress/worries. And for friends to stick together. So, just now, was pretty fun. Bought a neck strap for Yashica. And Naka left. Met the three later. Was getting packed. Ate dinner. And waited at one random spot. Move on to another spot later on. Then me and Zhi Sian bought ice-cream and drinks. Takes like freakin' 10 mins to pay for the stuff. So, yea, fireworks came. Everyone screamed. Including me, Qi Yun, Zhi Sian. Took pics, the epic part was, when I'm rewinding the film, it got stuck. So I used my strength, and the long film paper slip got ripped apart from the canister. So, the pics, gone....:( Real sad. So, a new day, a new lifeee, new friends, it's a new David.....maybe.
It just made me wonder how, now, I'm like one of those ex's you used to tell me about.
"If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell." Haha! Oh well!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Ooo...
Aahh....
So today, got a sms from Qi Yun at 10, saying the cycling was cancelled and going to skate and watch movie. But he wanted to sleep longer till 11. Then I went back to sleep also. Woke up at 11. Got a call from Naka. So I got ready. And ate lunch. Took quite a while. Met them at around 2? Yea, then went to Citylink. Watch them eat lunch. Yea, then met Bianca at the Cinema. She came with her sis. By then, it was 4:47. Bedtime story starts at 4:40. Yea, so bought the tickets then went in. But it was showing the advertisements. So, the movie was good. Ended at 6 something. Went to citylink to skate. Kickflips are getting good. So are the bs 180 ollies. And the half-nabs. Yay! Then bought stuff and went home. Tomorrow gonna skate, I think. ITE's complicated.
And all the times you promised me that everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken
Yea, so, went for the interview. Waited quite a while. No chinese boy, only me. So, if im in, have to go get uniform, looks stupid. Have to go medical check-up too. Then met Naka at bus stop. Went to park. Skate. Then skate all the way to SMU. Had hot dog, and choc milkshake. Then went to skate at the other, saw some nerd in a Mask Rider suit. Damn gay. Posing in all those "cool" poses. Then went to esplanade. On the way saw some ex Ikea colleague. Then went to skate at Citylink. Skate-ed for a long while. Naka lands his tre-flip. But it's all tycooo. Then I can do a few stuff. Then some people came. Then police came , three of them, like in front of me. Then I pop-shove it and turn around. And we all ran. Naka was holding my holga, and the lens cap dropped off. Have to trace the way we walk. All the way back. But it was on the grass. Then went to penin. Naka got shoes for Yana. haha! Then looked at cams. Then went home. Tomorrow, I don't know if I will go cycling. Cause I only want to skate.
No.5 An alternative to MCR, they've changed. No.4 Really addicting. No.3 Sec 2, still listening to it. No.2 Oooo, Adam Lazzaraaaaaaa. No.1 Now, everyone who has this song, this he/she is cool.
End of the World.
Today, went to church, left at like 2, didn't go for the special party thing. Then went to hunt down thee stupid Yashica battery. Found it at Sim Lim square. Found Triple D also. Nice filmss. Then came home and "skate". Tomorrow, I'm going for the interview, hopes I get in. Seriously. Maybe have to go medical check-up, if possible I'll go another day. Then Qi Yun will check his pay, if there's nothing, it'll only be me and Naka, again. If not, no skating. 5th of January, and everything will be different. So fast.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Today, can't wake Naka up early. Can't return uniform. Can't refund the batteries I bought wrongly. Can't find the correct ones. Can't get cheaper lunch. Can't do new tricks. Can't make specs stay in one position. Can't get home on time. I'll go "skate".
Friday, December 26, 2008
Slacker mode today, played xbox the whole time. Tomorrow returning the uniform and all. Then prolly go skate.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
There it is!
So, today, went to church. Then went to meet Qi Yun. Then went to skate, went to meet the camera guy, got the cam. Yaaashiiicaaaa. Then went to eat. Skate, skate, skate. Then they went to Bianca's house. Went home. Went out for dinner. Now, Yashica needs some modifications which I'll do tomorrow. And maybe skate. I'm getting stress about ITE. Why oh Why!
Melli Klistmas!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
So, today was work again, but it's for the last time! Yea, so in the night, it was me and another guy. 2 people. I suffered. Then ate turkey and Christmas food for dinner. Cause my department bought them. Yucks. Awfully Chocolate log cake sucks. Seriously, awwfull. Then yea, tomorrow, I'm meeting some stranger and getting a camera from him. It's a rangefinder btw! Damn cools. But maybe I can't go to the movie with them. And Bianca's house. Cause I wanna stay home for Christmas:D
Woke up, at 830. Was pretty tired. Went to work. The supervisor wanted to force Naka to stay till 10. I turned his gay jokes into insults. Bet his somehow, pissed. HAHA! Fagg! I don't care if you fire me, my last day's tomorrow, so I'll be very happy to leave early. Yea, went to collect photos. Very little. Guess some are spoilt. After that, went home. Tomorrow's my last day at IKEA:D And why hasn't Breadtalk called?
Monday, December 22, 2008
Today, wake up, go buy Ea skate, come home. Tomorrow, going to work, 10-4, and then collect photos. Now, play Ea skate:D
Sunday, December 21, 2008
EA Skate 2 only comes out in 2009? I HATE YOU!
So, today, woke up at 10, slept at 3. Chiong-ed on the xbox. So Fun! Then went to work. Boring. Then waited for some lady. Cause she wanted to check the box. Yea, so, now, I don't care about ITE anyway. So, I randomly placed my choices for full-time courses. I've got no hope, whatsoever. So, tomorrow, I'm gonna get my pics if they're ready. Get new roll maybe? Then get Ea Skate, the wireless hub thingy, and if there's still money, another game. Then after that, there's dental. But before that, I've gotta call for a interview. Hopefully, I'll get pass it. And not go through all the hassle of full-time courses. ITE SUCKS.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
So, today, woke up at like 1. Felt aches all over. Then walk out....Saw a few bags. Huh! It's a Xbox 360! Yea, Dad bought it. He's playing it now. I haven't started. So, work was fine. Then, I'm home now. Eating ABC soup. So, tomorrow, I've got work, again. Trying to quit this Friday or something. So, I'll go play.
Friday, December 19, 2008
Sliiiidess!
So, woke up at 7, slept at 4. Damn sleepy. Then went to get ready. Called Muzz. Then went to Dover ITE. Talk was boring. So now, me and Muzz must make a call on Monday with Breadtalk for an interview. It's part of the traineeship. Yea, if I can't make it there's still time to change. To do full-time course. So, after that, waited for like 2hrs, then Naka called back. So, went up to his house. Then went to take a MRT. Reached penin. Then got them to develop my film rolls, must collect on Tuesday, but I'll go this Monday evening. Then bought new rolls, and one slide! So egg-cited. So, Naka kept telling me how he wants to get the fisheye 2. Seems nice, but I'm eyeing the Diana. The two new film. Came fresh from the fridge. Felt like as if I'm some professional. Yea, had bryani below. Then went to skate. Used the normal 120 film. So, played S.K.A.T.E as usual. I half-cab flip, first try. Fierce right! Then went to 7-11. Chilled. Went to Victoria theatre. Cause Naka said he'll give me $30 to kickflip down that ledge. But I didn't cause, guards were always chasing us away. Then went to the bank. Now, I can drop in from near the top. Fierce right?! Ahaha. Then used the toilet. Walked to Marina outside. Tried getting up the 3 stairs. Kept trying, land! But didn't roll away. So, did it again! FIERCE RIGHT?! Then threw my board to the wall. Some guy saw, haha, think he's the technician or something. Maybe I'm giving him more work. So, we left to vivo. Went to pageone. The cams are ex. So, went home. Finished the first roll, now trying slides! So, tomorrow start work again. 4-11. I'm so scared for the Breadtalk interview thing. Next Saturday, David's out of IKEA!
So, today, was the day. Woke up at around 9 cause Naka sms-ed me. Then laze around, can't go back to sleep. Ate. Took 200. Met them at the bus stop. So, yea, pretty scared. Went to pee first. Then went to LT again. Then results came out, it came out good. I passed Maths! Then now the problem is, the courses. Just found out that Space Design need color test for the eye. Damn it laaa. I seriously have no idea what to do now. Like half the courses in ITE need to take eye test. I'm disappointed/frustrated/pissed and really sad. Everyone can go to where they want to go. I'm left with little courses. They can laugh, cause they've got what they want. It's all hopelessssssssssssss. So, tomorrow I'll go skate my troubles away. Seriously, it sucks to be me.
Will Francis side project: William Control. His voice isn't that low.
Today, woke up at 12 again. Kept lazing around. Then watch tv. Went to work. Boring laaaa. So, tomorrow is N level result, I'm scared. Hopefully, it'll get me somewhere. Besides, pastry and baking, I might take, architecture/interior space design. I still can't decide what courses to take. There's 4 days to choose. Now, it's only results to worry.
So, woke up at like 12. Slept longer, cause I need the rest, hardly get rest. So, used the com, I guess, I irritated someone too much. Ha. Then went to work. Nothing much. No dinner break, so, starve the whole time. Keep buying hotdogs/curry puff. Then after work, me and Naka went to 7-11 and buy ice-cream like little girls. Yea, so, missed the bus cause of that. Yea, tomorrow's the same shift. It's only next week till I'm out of IKEA. I think they're giving us shorter work time to cut cost. Plain Budget. So tomorrow's the same thing. And thursday, N level reeeesult. I'm scared, seriously. It's like, "The Day After Tomorrow."
Monday, December 15, 2008
The guy sings like a girl, and the girl looks like a boy.
Are there no shadows where you are? I can see everything as day Problems that you try to hide away Pushing me aside (You're pushing me aside)
Could the winter calm come twice? Because your heart seems so cold tonight Thirst for substance somehow isn't right It's killing me inside (It's killing you inside) Killing me inside
I don't wanna be where you are I don't wanna be here even now I don't wanna be by your side something isn't right something isn't right
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can Words have no meaning When I've seen where you've been
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can This is our last goodbye This is where love ends
Are you so naive to right and wrong How could you watch innocence forgone Does what we've done ever really belong? It wasted me away (I feel so wasted away)
God if you can hear me out alright Please take these feelings for her inside My chest hurts when I breathe tonight It's wasting me away (You're wasting me away) You're wasting me away
I don't wanna be where you are I don't wanna be here even now I don't wanna be by your side something isn't right something isn't right
This is our last (This is our last)
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can Words have no meaning When I've seen where you've been
This our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can This is our last goodbye This is where love ends
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can Words have no meaning When I've seen where you've been
This is our last goodnight Say what you will Say all that you can This is our last goodbye This is where love ends
So, today woke up at 11, suppose to meet at 11. Slept at 5, yeap, so late, why? Cause I wanted to snap pics of sunrise. But, obviously, I failed. Then, got ready fast. Took 200, stopped at school. Cause I thought I was going school, so stupidddddd. Took 198 shortly after. Went to meet Naka, took mrt to Queenstown mrt. Went to park already. Then Qi Yun came. Pretty hot, so ate first. Had wanton noodles. Then went back, just played randomly, didn't feel like skating there, so hot. Then it rained. So took cover under shelter. Qi Yun played psp. I took random videos. Time passed, Qi Yun left. Me and Naka took 111 to Commonwealth carpark. Played manny pads. Got hungry, bought kaya waffle and roasted pork riceee. Then skate again. Filmed abit. Hopefully, it will look good at this month's video. Making a new video, you see? Yea. So, tomorrow's a afternoon shift, but better. 4-11. Haha! YAY! Thursday, I'm scared every single day.
Today wake up early, cause slept early last night, felt like I had my rest. My hair just kept irritating me in the morning. So, had lunch, went to work. It was raining. Then I missed the bus, blind uncle! So had to wait for the next one. Reach there, my umbrella didn't work well. Like, it didn't fully open. Then walked fast. So, reached IKEA, threw the damn umbrella away. Then the rest was boring. Then Bianca came! And she brought the vivtar. So, have to teach her stuff. Then she left. Yeap, tomorrow, going to skate. Then at night, dental! This Thursday....I'll be..."da naaa da naaa naaake! WHAT THE F***K!.........
Tell me another lie, that it's all going to be ok, eating up every word you say, It's starting to taste good.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Well, is this all just too familiar? Does it happened all the time?
And, this morning I woke up at like 10. Suppose to wake up at 9 and meet at 1030. Anyways, went to Dover, Qi Yun came, Naka came. Then went to pay for prom. Never been in the school for a long time. Seems like secondary school life went so fast. Old times, old times. Then took 14 to Somerset. So like, in the bus, I was sitting alone. And later on during the journey. Some girl came to sit next to me. K, so, the girl looked very familiar. But I can't remember. She looked like she was going to say something. But, ahh crap. Have to stop and get down..... Then, park was ok. Tried popping shove its. Then, Naka was doing the pad. Took a while for him to complete the box. So I went after him. And I nearly completed it. Yea, so what, it's first try still. So, went over to eat at Cine. Had korean bbq chicken. Then bought a donut. Then went to try the curbs but it rained so it was wet. And stoned there with the guy playing the weird australian stick instrument thing. Then, went back to park. Then went to follow Qi Yun to go to work. Saw Jacob and Zhi Sian also. Zhi Sian was blowing his nose. So, don't eat at Taka branch. haha! Then went to Kinokuniya, to try find a book. Saw Bianca. And no book. Then went back to park. And went home. I've got work tomorrow. It's a afternoon shift. I must get fired!
The world, has turned, black and cold And I, can't catch my breathe You rehearsed your lines With rhythmic details They match, the pounding in my chest
The summer came and you left me with your words The clever sounds from your mouth They can make me feel so worthless And you say, that I am not enough And through my heart is breaking open Know that I will not be broken
The person you claimed to be, is not who haunts me now The cherished lines behind those brown eyes That you swore were true more times than I can count
So today woke up, felt sleepy. Then yea, rest of the day was boring. I'm losing money. So, tomorrow need go school pay for prom. And like, go skate later on. Yeap, skaaaaaaate. Delivery girl, we need Deliverance! K, that's random.
So, went to clementi. Went to develop film rolls. Went to stage. Skate, fell, injuries appear. And Naka came. Skate the rest of the day. The pictures were nice. Not many came out. So, after that. The rest came. Skate-ed. Like the usual group, now, we don't usually skate together. But, yea, we did today! And went for BBQ. Pretty cool, I guess..... Tomorrow, I've got to work. Full shift. Yeap, it's gonna suck.
And so, this has ended. My mouth shut. My eyes closed. My ears covered. You, Gone.
So, woke up like 2 hours before work starts. Then went to work. Boring. Nothing much happened. Then went home at 10. Pretty early, don't know why. Then took 33. I saw Aloysius, I think. Cheese prata. Maybe he was acting cool or something. Then gonna go Clementi. Develop rolls. Meet the rest there. Qi Yun's gonna get a electric guitar. Jacob and Muzz are going to get their pay. And me and Naka, again. Going to use Holga tomorrow. Yaaaaaaaaaaaay!
SO! Today, was a great day. Woke up late, cause slept late. Then met Naka. Took 14 to Somerset. Pretty fun, but I think I pulled my shin muscle. Then ate at Koufu's at Cine. Then went over to Go Sports. And got nothing. Then skate to SMU, had Oreo Cappuccino. Yeap, tasted good. Then played there. Me and Naka can clear the grass gap. And I can 180 down 3! Then got chased out. So we skate-ed all the way to penin. Great way to save money. Then bought jeans. Naka bought a shirt and a beanie. Saw JZ. And so, with no hesistation, I bought the red Holga at Ruby's. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I'm so happy. Pretty cool. Must go out picture-taking again, one day. So yea, went to skate at memo/citylink/memo. So, I'm left with some cash, I'll hold on to it first. Prolly save for Macbeth's or something. Today was a fun fun day. Hol, hol, hol, gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Tomorrow got work. Boring. And next thurs......N' level results. I'm scared. Need to choose a course quickerlee.
So, today, went to work. And it was crowded. And my feet hurts. So, some of the class people should be at Johnson's Chalet, enjoying themselves. But, fret not, David........Tomorrow, I'm gonna spend my payyyyyy!!!! And go skateeeee!!!! Best thing is, it's with Nakaaaaaaaa. Yea, so, we're the cool kids, cool kids, cool kids, let me hear you say, cool kids. COOL KIDS. I'm gay.
So today, woke up early for work. Then work was normal. Wasn't that crowded in the morning. And lunch had some lame rice set. Then, saw some fairfield girl. 3I. Yeap, then Naka came. He got his psp already. Then dinner was cool. Cause didn't have to spend money. The supervisor treated us to some chinese restaurant. Like $68 for 4 people. Yeap, quite nice, but I think Naka didn't like it. And so, tomorrow have to work in the afternoon. But it's double I think. Cause you know Hari Raya. But it may be bad. Cause like half of Ikea consists of Malays. So, yea, may be left with the indians and chinese. And I'm listening to MCR again. Weeeeeeee!
So, today, woke at around 2 plus. Yeap, was too tired. Then my pay's $776.38, not $942.88. So, I'll get a red Holga and maybe another unknown cam, good, china brand films. Then, two jeans and the rest for unknown circumstances. And so, Dad came back, and ask me to go skate. Yea, so, was bored so decided to go. He used the longboard. And he used the helmet. Then headed to West Coast park. And skate around. He can do slopes already. And it rained, we went home. And I'm here. So, tomorrow, I've got a full shift. Wonder what's going to happen. You knowwww, Sundays!
So, today, was ok. Woke up watched Spongebob. Some atlantis thing. Then went to work. Was 10 min late. So, stayed in lift, damn boring. Then like now, I'm like listening to Katy Perry and Pink all the time. Gay right. Ya, received pay slip, I'm not sure if it's 776 or 942. I hope it's 942. Cause you know, more money, more stuff. Yea whatever. Then I had to sort the whole big shelf of hardware by myself. Pretty boring. Can't finish. Then went home. So, yea, tomorrow I'm gonna slack the whole day. Unless, someone can skate with me. Hmmm, what should I get???? Holgaaaaaaaaaaaa. Still need to develop those two films in the fridge. So, that's it.
Can we get on with it? We both need to go our separate ways, And never be seen again, Your eyes tell lies you mouth can never spill.
So, today, went to Dover ITE. To check on my eyes. Sucks, I failed. Hopelesssssss. Then met Naka at bus stop, saw Johnson. Then took 14 with Qi Yun inside. Then it rained stopped opposite suntec. Then took a cab, on big round to Esplanade. haha! Then skate. Then meet new people. Then went home. Then slept in bus. Now, leg pain. Knee pain. Then, tomorrow working. Afternoon shift. Sucks laaaaa. 1-11. Cause of holiday sales. Then maybe have Nasi Bryani, yumyum! Now malaysia people! Pay your debts!!!!
You've broke me apart. You won't see me again. You wanted this to fade away, then let it fade away!
So, today, pretty tired. Woke up late with eye bags. Like black, really. Then went for work. Was ok, had curry chicken for lunch, yum-yum. Then the rest of the day was boring, was alone, Naka was screwing wood all day long. Haha! Then ended at around 11 something cause Holiday special or something. Yea, gonna go skate at park tomorrow. Fun-fun! But before that, gotta to go Dover ITE to check my eyes. See if I can go video-editing/photography course or those color courses. Haha! whatever!
Today, many crazy/funny things happened. Crazy china woman complaining. Then some guy called the wrong number. So me and another guy ran off leaving him there. Like some small boys playing. And the most crazy thing that happened today, was that Gurmit Singh was there! Right in front! Wows! And I served him, talked to him, ask for his signature. But it's cause it's for the paper. Yea, I photo-copy the paper. It's prove man! David Gan serve Gurmit Singh, get it? Got new roster, so many offs! And my shin hurts like I'm crippled.
YEAH AH!
Monday, December 1, 2008
Would what you've said turn out to be lies? Would the memories be fake? Would your smiles be fake? Would those late night calls be irritating to you? Would those notes made out of boredom? Would I be like the others who experienced this?
Maybe I should hate you for this. But I can't blame you,
Today, skate with Naka and Qi Yun, Zhi Sian said he was sick. So called Jz and he came. Went to park first. Too hot. Then went to Marina Carl's Jr. So, yea, pretty heavy. Famous starrrr! Then met Jz and skate all the way. Can nearly fs flip. Andrew Reynolds siolxzxz! So, yea, tomorrow start work again. Morning shift. Ikeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I'm a boy, not a girl, never a lesbo. I love to skate. I love music. I love photography. I'm not some cool kid who gets cool hair and cool clothes. I'm not your average guy. I can be called a weirdo. My silence gets pretty loud. I practically use the com everyday. Chocolate is a part of me, and it will always be. I prefer meat than vegetables. Shoes and shirts are what I like, over all that needs to be worn. I like to stand out from the crowd and not follow it. I used to have sicknesses, that's why I get weak easily. I can get pretty sarcastic and insulting for my own pleasure. I love pranks, done on people, by me. Sorry, if you hate me, I can't help what's bothering you. So, yea, that's pretty much about it. Get used to me!